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If You Go Out in the Woods Today… (MOPO)

Morses Pond didn’t start out as the sizeable body of water it is today. Back in 1738, a landowner dammed a brook to create a mill-pond. Subsequent owners liked this idea, each one outdoing the last in building up the dam until the small spit of water eventually grew into the Morses Pond we know today.***

I don’t like ponds. Never have. Even as a little kid, they skeeved me out. The muddy suction, pulling at my feet as I entered. The murky water, whispering of a million animal poops. The slightly rank smell, hinting at the decomposition of dead bodies waiting to be discovered just beneath the surface.

Don’t get me wrong, I spent a massive amount of time on ponds and small lakes as a child. I grew up in Central New York, and you can’t throw a snowball without hitting a body of water up there. I went tubing and boating and sunset cruising, though never water skiing. I went to a summer camp where we tipped canoes in a pond so choked by weeds, they slithered along our legs as we tread water. Our counselors told a story of the Frog Man, a World War II vet who somehow invoked Native American spirits and, well, turned into a Frog Man. Even at the time it didn’t make much sense, but it was scary nonetheless and we couldn’t help but wonder if those really were just weeds slithering along our legs.

It was all great summer fun, and in my youth I was much better at pushing past gross shit that made me uncomfortable so I could have fun doing the things that I enjoyed. As opposed to now, when I have to really dig deep to appear as though it’s no big deal when my kids are covered in mud, or shit, or boogers. I watched my oldest daughter lick the side of my car this winter. She licked the side of my car. Really. It was all I could do to not just wish her well and abandon her there in the parking lot.

Anyhow, back to ponds… Before we moved to town I read A Murder in Wellesley, by Tom Farmer and Marty Foley. It is a true crime tale about May Greineder, a Welleslian who, on Halloween morning in 1999, was savagely murdered by her husband on the walking trails around Morses Pond. It is a sad story, but a fascinating crime. It made me curious about these trails and the pond they encircle. So I did some exploring.

Walking along Morses Pond you can’t go too far without running into someone and their dog or circling back to where you started. The trails are sandy and surrounded by pine forest, and they remind me of a bike trail my family used to ride along on Cape Cod.

There was this one thing that I read about the pond that just bothered me. The average depth of the pond is eight feet. That’s it. Eight feet. There is something so, well, murky about eight feet. It gives me the shivers. It reminded me of the Frog Man, and my childhood memory of swimming among the weeds suddenly struck me as less “summer fun” and more “where the fuck were the adults?”

You don’t have to look far to find stories of people getting tangled in weeds and drowning. Morses Pond is on its way to becoming wetland. Experts call this kind of pond eutrophic. In other words, it doesn’t have enough life within it to process the amount of nutrients it contains. Think algae blooms and thriving weeds and stench.

I am a crazy person near the water as it is. You know Chief Brody from Jaws? Picture him running up and down the beach, screaming “Get out of the water! Get out of the water! Shark!” after he sees a school of fish and mistakes it for a vengeful sea monster.

That’s me.

Why this little discourse on Morses Pond? Well, I met three women who convinced me that, not only would my girls never step foot into that pond, they wouldn’t be walking its surrounding trails anytime soon either.


Hillary, Jill and Vanessa were classmates with Jenn (of the home invasion producing poltergeist). They were freshman when she was a senior in high school and ran in some of the same Wellesley power circles. They belonged to what I found to be the most fascinating social group in town.

See that tiny blond woman driving the silver Range Rover with two car seats in the back and a ACK sticker on the bumper? That bitch is gettin’ shit done. Don’t mistake her for some trophy wife. She’ll have her fourth baby soon enough (number of children is becoming a status symbol here), but in the meantime, she is managing a massive home renovation, shuttling three children to three different schools (two to private, one to public), crushing her third year in the Juniors (Wellesley’s own brand of the Junior League) and doing some home design consulting on the side. She’s balls-to-the-wall Paleo and takes the same spin class as Giselle and Tom.

Wellesley was chock full of these women and they cocktailed and wealthy-benefactored together. Jenn emailed me and said some friends of hers wanted to have me over for drinks. Her email subtly warned me that they were in the Range Rover crew.

It was late September, I’d had my baby back in July, she came early just like her sisters. I am not the best at being pregnant, can never seem to make it through to the home stretch, but she was a toughy and did just fine. I did have to give up my part-time job at the library, though. I just couldn’t muster up the ability to be reliable anymore; one of the girls was always sick or refusing to sleep through the night.

For obvious reasons I’d taken time off from collecting ghost stories. I was exhausted and vacillating between, “what the fuck were we thinking having another baby?” and “it’s got to get easier at some point.” This third baby was not a status symbol baby, more a “happy oops/I missed my IUD appointment” baby.

So when I read Jenn’s email I jumped on it immediately. I was desperate to be around adults. And drink wine. I told her to send me their contact information and I’d reach out.

About an hour later I received an email from Paperless Post titled Ghostly Get Together. I clicked on the envelope, which virtually opened to a tasteful navy blue trellised note card.

It read, “Join us for a haunted tale. Thursday, September 27th, 7:00pm. Cocktails and a Scare.” I clicked to RSVP and saw that besides the host, Hillary Stone, there would be only two other guests in attendance, Jill Fairchild and Vanessa Cheney [note: all names have been changed to protect individuals’ identities].

What the hell was I going to wear?


I made my own little power move and Ubered to Hillary’s house. C was home with the kids. He assured me that he would stay a little later the next morning to get the two older girls to school.

“Take a break, have fun,” he said. Though, I know he meant, “It seems like you might be about to lose it for good this time. Please don’t leave me.”

I was determined to enjoy myself, drink an extra glass of wine, and sleep in the next morning. My friend Heidi helped me to pick out an outfit. I was feeling puffy and holding on to the pregnancy weight, but I did feel kind of cool in my jeans, navy blue blazer, light blue gingham shirt (popped collar over popped collar) and chunky coral necklace. My friend Kristine let me borrow her Chloe bag, the necklace was from Leigh, and Lyssa came over to beach wave my hair. Laura and Carrie still had small babies at home so they texted encouragement and asked for pictures. It takes a village.

The Uber pulled up in front of a sprawling colonial-style home.

“Wish me luck,” I said to the driver.

“You’re killin’ it,” he replied. “Don’t let ‘em see you sweat.”

I climbed the stone steps in my flats and realized that I was probably going to have to take my shoes off once inside. I hadn’t had a pedicure in months. Didn’t know when I had last trimmed my toenails.

I shot off a quick, panicked message to my friends in a text chain title “Squad.”

PEDICURE!!! F!!!

Own it. Heidi texted back immediately.

You’re cooler than they are. Lyssa texted shortly after.

I texted them the devil face emoji, then continued up the stone steps. The house was white with black shutters and a black door. Landscaped to the hilt, I wondered if anyone had ever walked on the grass, or if Hillary’s hands had planted those mums.

As I lifted my hand to ring the doorbell the door swung open and a trinity of Wellesley power mommies looked out at me expectantly.

“Liz?” The one with flowing auburn hair demanded.

“Yes,” I said, “Hillary?”

“Hi! Come in!” She replied.

The three women stepped aside and Hillary introduced me to Jill Fairchild (flowing blond hair) and Vanessa Cheney (flowing brunette hair). I was given the head-to-toe once over and I’m not sure if I passed, but Vanessa said, “Love your necklace.”

I reached up to touch it and said, “Thanks,” stopping myself from telling them that I’d borrowed it from a friend.

“Great bag,” Jill said, smiling. I was beginning to feel like a fraud.

“Come on,” Hillary said, “No, no, leave your shoes on. They look cute.”

I followed the trio down the hall and through french doors into a dining room. At it’s center sat a circular white lacquered dining table beneath a massive crystal chandelier. Upon the table was a coral colored tray with cheese, crackers and grapes. Windows filled an entire wall and provided a view of darkening woods. Where there weren’t windows, there was wallpaper. Life sized navy blue palm leaves created a preppy floor to ceiling forest. Hillary walked to a golden bar cart bar and asked over her shoulder if I liked Chardonnay.

“Love it,” I said.

“What’s your favorite?” she asked.

“Oh, whatever is open is fine,” I replied.

“No, really, what is your favorite?” She asked again.

“Well, I guess it’s Rombauer,” I said, feeling uncomfortable.

“You’re in luck,” she said, reaching for a bottle. “I’ve got some 2014.”

Jill and Vanessa sat down and snacked on cheese and crackers. Hillary motioned for me to sit and brought over a very full glass of my very favorite wine.

As I sipped and chatted about kids, elementary schools and a recent adultery scandal between a couple of their neighbors, I studied the three of them. They wore slightly different versions of the same outfit. Tight skinny jeans, black flowy tops, diamond studs, and big watches. Gold for Hillary, silver for Vanessa, and a combination of the two for Jill. Hillary was the obvious queen, and it was immediately apparent that Jill and Vanessa were ever-vying for the number two position.

I sent up a quick prayer, thanking God for my kind, funny, wonderful friends.

After discussing the looming elementary school redistricting – and by discussing, I mean nodding my head and making non-committal semi-affirming noises to their outraged statements – Hillary stood and opened a new bottle. Jill and Vanessa quieted down, as if on cue, as our hostess refilled our wine glasses.

“So, Liz, we have a ghost story for you,” Hillary said, topping off my Chardonnay.

“Fantastic,” I replied. “Do you guys mind me recording our conversation?”

“Not at all, but we’ll need you to agree to change our names for your piece, and swear that you will not divulge our identities to anyone,” Vanessa said, in resting bitch face.

“Sure,” I replied, switching on my digital recorder and placing it on the table’s gleaming surface.

“Great, then we can get started,” Hillary said brightly.

Jill stared at the recorder and Vanessa sat back in her chair to sip her wine.

“We’ve been friends for a really long time. We were neighbors as kids, on the other side of town in Wellesley Hills. We were together all the time,” Hillary began.

“Inseparable,” Jill chimed in.

Hillary nodded her head and continued, “And we just grew closer as we grew older. We had another friend -”

“Claire,” said Vanessa, leaning forward in her seat. I stopped myself from asking what color hair she had.

Hillary went on, “It was always the four of us, we nicknamed ourselves the Tetrad.”

“It means ‘four,’” Jill explained. I smiled at her.

“Anyway,” Hillary said, her voice hinting annoyance at the interruptions, “All throughout elementary and middle school everyone knew that we just, like, came as a group. Then in high school, we started dating these guys who were also really close. We hung out with them constantly, all together. My husband, Philip, lived on MOPO -”

“Wait, two questions,” I said, holding up my hand. “What is ‘MOPO’ and you married your high school sweetheart?”

Morses Pond and yes, we all did,” Hillary replied.

“You guys all married your high school sweethearts?” I asked, with a nervous laugh. The three exchanged a look then said “yes” in unison.

I patted my blazer pocket, almost absently, making sure that my phone was in reach. The vibe had just shifted from bitchy women talking about their glory days, to Stepford Wives ready to indoctrinate me.

The women were looking at me expectantly, so I said, “That is just about the sweetest thing.”

They exchanged another look and Vanessa began to explain, “We all went through a lot together, and -”

“Let’s not get ahead of ourselves,” Hillary interrupted her. Vanessa sat back in her seat and continued drinking. Jill’s eyes darted between them. Hillary continued, “As I was saying, my husband lived on MOPO. His home had this gorgeous lawn that lead down to the water and a boathouse with a dock. The summer after our sophomore year we spent everyday, sun up to sundown, on the water, tooling around in one of the boats or laying out at the beach across the pond.”

“Or making out in the trails in the woods,” Jill said with a smile.

“Frank and I still do that sometimes,” Vanessa said with a grin.

The other women laughed and I joined in half-heartedly. Hillary went on, “Yeah, it was an amazing summer, the best of my life, really. But then,” she paused.

“Claire,” Jill said, sadly.

“Claire,” Hillary agreed. “It was a Thursday and we’d spent the afternoon at the beach. Frank, Vanessa’s husband, had snuck some beers out of his parent’s basement and the plan was to hang on the beach for a while and then hike back into the woods to drink.

“Around five o’clock the eight of us walked back through the trails up to the pine forest and drank. We each probably had, I don’t know, maybe three, four beers and the time got away from us. I think Jill realized what time it was and we were due home in, like, half an hour. It was a little before eight o’clock and the sun was going down. So we rushed through the trails back to the boat. We had tied it to this little rinky-dink dock at the beach.

“We were panicked about getting home on time and we all hopped in. I know we all got into the boat, we all saw each other for sure. John and Jill, Vanessa and Frank, Claire and Chris, and me and Philip.

“We were drunk,” Jill says, quietly.

“No that drunk,” Vanessa sort of snaps.

“There was no doubt that it was,” Hillary pauses, choosing her words carefully, “irresponsible to get into that boat and let Philip drive. But we were young and stupid. He floored it, a little too hard, and drove us back to the house. We were off the boat and all the way back to the car before we realized that Claire wasn’t with us.”

No,” I said, almost in a whisper. I hadn’t even meant to speak.

“She must have fallen out when Philip gunned the boat away from the dock,” Hillary replied.

“They said she probably hit her head on the dock and drowned,” Vanessa said.

“We didn’t know she wasn’t with us. We were so afraid of missing curfew, we just didn’t know,” Jill says.

“Did you go back out to look for her?” I asked, afraid of the answer.

“Chris and Philip did,” Hillary replied. “We decided to go into Philip’s house and use his phone to call our parents and let them know we would be late. We knew that if we didn’t all go home together we’d be in even more trouble than if we missed curfew.”

“My mom could tell something was wrong on the phone and she ended up driving over to Philip’s house,” said Jill.

“We waited at the edge of the lake, watching the boat head towards the beach, then motor along the coastline. Finally it returned, but still, no Claire,” Hillary explained.

“We were hoping that she had fallen out, gotten out of the water and walked along the trail back to Philip’s,” Vanessa said.

“We prayed that was what happened,” Jill said.

“Did you search the trail?” I asked.

“Yes, the boys grabbed flashlights from Philip’s house and walked the trails. We stayed behind hoping that Claire would appear from the woods. Philip’s parents weren’t home, but Jill’s mom showed up. When we explained what happened she immediately called the police and then all of our parents,” said Hillary.

“I think my mom got there next,” said Vanessa.

“Yes, and then mine,” confirms Hillary. “She arrived right along with the police. There was a massive search, through the woods and the pond, but there just wasn’t enough light.”

“They brought in divers the next morning. She was found in shallow water, not too far from the dock,” Vanessa reports.

The three women stare at me. I was the only one blinking back tears. Since having my own kids, stories of young people dying hit me hard. And this was such a cliché. Couldn’t this have been any of us in our teenage years? How the fuck did any of us make it to adulthood? How the fuck was I going to make sure my girls would be strong enough to choose not to get into the boat with the drunk boyfriend and instead deal with the consequences of missing curfew? I know that I hadn’t been strong enough for that at fifteen.

“We’ve upset you,” Hillary states. “I apologize, it truly was a nightmare. The questions by the police, the conspiracy theories at school in the fall, the shock of it all.”

“The death of one of your best friends,” I added.

“Of course,” she said, glancing between Jill and Vanessa who were expressionless.

“That must have been horrible for all of you,” I said, sensing that maybe it hadn’t been all that bad.

“Oh it was,” Jill said, leaning forward in her seat. “It was so sad, and then poor Chris.”

“He killed himself at the lake,” Vanessa explained. “The following winter. Drank some vodka, took a bunch of pills and then jumped in. They didn’t find his body until the pond thawed in the Spring.”

“Jesus, Mary and Joseph,” I said, almost crossing myself.

Vanessa stands and grabs the wine bottle, drains it into her glass and opens another one. As she tops off everyone else’s glass Hillary and Jill fill me in on how distraught Chris had been after Claire’s death.

“He just couldn’t get over it,” Hillary says shaking her head in bewilderment. “It was a terrible thing, but it was an accident. None of us had anything to do with it. It’s not like we were responsible.”

What a chillingly affirmative mantra, I thought.

This well-choreographed story was missing something, quite possibly the truth. “The lady doth protest too much, methinks,” flitted through my mind.

“I’ve never heard or read anything about this drowning,” I said.

“You wouldn’t have,” said Vanessa. “Claire’s parents are lawyers. They worked for the DA then, and it was a different time. It was 1990. The O.J. trial hadn’t happened yet, things could be kept respectfully quiet.”

I refrained from pointing out that O.J.’s had been a murder trial, this, the apparent drowning of a girl in a local pond. One would assume the community would rally around in support, and, if nothing else, use it as a cautionary tale for the town’s youth.

“Well,” I said, taking a breath. “I am just so sorry. I grew up around lakes and I know how fast drownings happen even under the seemingly safest of circumstances.”

“Yeah, it was a tragedy,” Hillary replied. “The three of us felt really guilty about it.”

“I couldn’t sleep,” Jill said.

“We didn’t know how to process it,” said Vanessa.

“I went to New York City for a couple of weeks the following summer, to visit my cousins,” said Hillary. “We were shopping in Brooklyn this one afternoon and popped into a little occult store. My cousins were checking out the crystals and I came upon this book. It was titled, Summoning Lost Loved Ones. I paged through it and it was filled with spells for communicating with the dead, even one you could use to summon a spirit.

“I bought it and read it cover to cover on the train ride home,” Hillary said, grabbing a cracker off the platter in the center of the table.

“We read it too,” Jill said excitedly. “It was almost like it was written for us, like Hill was supposed to find it there.”

“Most of the spells required three people, there was one that laid out how to summon the spirit of a loved one,” Hillary added.

“It was an invocation of spirit,” Vanessa corrected. “Directions on how to conjure a ghost.”

“Tell me you didn’t -” I began.

“It was all in fun. I mean, not fun. We missed our friend and we felt badly about the way she had died, about the accident, I mean, and this was a way for us to talk to her again, to make peace with her,” Jill jumped in.

I just shook my head and asked, “How’d that turn out for you?”

The three women leaned forward. I fought the urge to push my chair back.

“It took some time to gather everything we needed,” Vanessa began. “There was some memorizing to do, and some, um, supplies to gather. But we were a bit pressed for time. Claire had died on July nineteenth the previous summer. We had to have everything ready for the anniversary of her death.

“We chose a spot near the pond, we needed a place with earth, air, fire, and water. There’s this secluded place, off the trail that sort of dips down into a gully. The wind whips through it and it’s low enough so that water gathers there; not much, but enough. There was plenty of earth and we could build a fire.”

“We all told our parents that we were sleeping at eachother’s houses,” Jill said.

“Luckily none of them bothered to check up on us,” Vanessa said.

“We parked near Philip’s house and lugged our gear to the ground we’d chosen. It was so hot,” Hillary said.

“And buggy,” said Jill.

“But we got everything setup just right,” Hillary continued. “We each had our own part memorized and recited it around the fire. Nessa had this brush that all four of us had used when we would do each other’s hair, so we had pulled the hair out from its bristles and braided it together, it went into the fire along with a picture of Claire.”

“At first it didn’t feel like anything was going to happen,” Vanessa said.

“Then there was this, like, whoosh, like the wind was coming up from the ground all around us and the fire got really bright and then, we could feel her there,” continues Hillary.

“It smelled like her,” Jill said with wide eyes. “She used to wear vanilla extract as perfume, and the forest smelled like vanilla!”

“Uh uh,” I said, silently vowing to always, without exception, call to check in when my daughters said they were sleeping over at a friend’s house.

“Yes, and that wasn’t it,” Hillary said. “It was this feeling, like she was right there with us. It was incredible. And somehow we just knew that she forgave us.”

“For the accident?” I asked.

“Yes,” Jill said quickly. “We wanted her to know that we wished we had seen her fall and that we were sorry we weren’t able to help her.”

“Ok, then what?” I asked, having no idea where this was going.

“Well, then we had this idea that she could maybe help us, from the other side,” Hillary said.

“What gave you that idea?” I asked, genuinely confused.

“The book,” said Vanessa. “There was a spell that could harness a spirit’s power. We knew it was a long shot, but conjuring a ghost was a long shot, so if we were able to manage to do that we figured we would give this a try too. We recited the spell to harness phantasmal force.”

“You’ve got to be kidding me,” I said.

“It was worth a try,” said Hillary with a shrug. “It worked.”

“How?” I asked.

“Well, the vibe definitely changed. The wind stopped, the fire dimmed, and it got really quiet,” said Jill. “So we put forward our intentions.”

“The things we desired,” clarified Hillary.

“Like what?” I asked.

“We wanted to marry our boyfriends, and we each said how many kids we wanted to have,” said Vanessa.

“And we always wanted to live close to one another,” added Jill.

“And we wanted Claire near us, we wanted her to stay,” finished Hillary.

“And?” I asked.

“We live on the same street,” said Hillary. “We’ve married our high school sweethearts.”

“Number of kids?” I asked.

“I’ve had eight miscarriages trying for a second baby,” says Vanessa in an icy tone. “I never thought I would want more than one kid. So, I only asked for one that night.”

I did not know how to respond to that, so I just said, “I’m sorry.”

Vanessa waved this off with a motion of her hand, “The point is, the spell worked.”

“For better or worse,” I said.

“Yes,” they said in unison.

“And Claire?” I asked needing a sip of wine but not want them to see my hands shaking.

“She’s been with us since that night,” said Hillary. “That night we asked her to give us each a sign of her presence. Nothing happened in the woods, but we each had experiences, later on,” then she stood up. More wine. If I drank anymore I would risk blacking out, so I declined when she offered to fill my glass again and watched as the three other glasses at the table were filled to the brim.

“She came to me first,” said Jill. “A few nights later I was up late reading on our couch. I was the last to bed so I was flipping off all of the lights downstairs. We had this big window that looked out over our front yard. I turned the foyer light out and glanced out that window, our lamp post was on and I thought I saw someone walk past it.

“I went to the window and saw her. Claire. She was there, in the clothes she had worn the day that,” pause. “That she died. She was looking in at me and I couldn’t look away. Part of me wanted to open the door and run to her and the other knew that I shouldn’t do that. I was completely stunned. I couldn’t move. I don’t know how long, maybe a minute or so we just stared at each other and then she turned and walked out of the lamp light. I couldn’t see her anymore.”

“Holy shit,” I said, again suppressing the inclination to cross myself.

Jill nodded her head and looked at Hillary who said, “I was next. I boarded my horse in Dover, and this one afternoon, about a week after we’d, reached out to Claire, I was riding the trails when something made me look into the woods to my left. I don’t know if I’d heard a noise or what, but I looked and Claire was there. Standing in the middle of the woods about, maybe, twenty or thirty feet back. I stopped the horse, and I raised my hand, like, to wave. It was just an instinct. She didn’t wave back, she just stared at me, then turned and started walking back into the woods.”

“Nope,” I said.

“My turn next,” said Vanessa, placing her wine glass on the table. “I was parked, over by the golf course, with Frank one night. We were in the back seat, just like, going at it and I opened my eyes and Claire was standing there, looking in the fucking car window.”

“No,” I said.

“I screamed and Frank turned to look and he couldn’t see her. I could see her – he couldn’t. She was just standing there. Staring. I freaked the fuck out. I scrambled into the front seat and drove out of there, half-naked,” she said with a small smile. “Frank thought that I had imagined it all. I tried to play it off, but she had been there.”

“Please tell me that’s it,” I said with chills running up and down my body. I wanted to leave, but was afraid to go outside.

“No,” Hillary said as the other two shake their heads.

“I mean, we had asked for her to stay with us, so at first we just tried to accept it as her way of, well, being there,” said Jill.

“We all caught glimpses of her, here and there, which resulted in differing levels of disturbing depending upon the circumstances,” said Hillary.

“Any circumstance under which I glimpsed my dead friend would disturb me,” I said.

“Yes, of course,” said Hillary. “But as long as she stayed outside, we accepted the good with the bad. We had asked for her help from the beyond. We knew we had to take some unwanted things with the things that we wanted.”

“Wait, stayed outside?’” I said.

“She began coming to us at night, in our bedrooms. I think Nessa had it the worst,” said Jill.

I looked at Vanessa. She was draining her glass. She said, “Claire liked to stand at the foot of my bed.”

My hand went to the medal around my neck. I asked, “What did you do?”

“At first we didn’t know what the hell to do. You know, it was only 1991, it wasn’t like we could Google this shit,” said Vanessa.

“I went to the library and found some stuff, but we ended up actually getting help at this occult bookstore in Cambridge. We found it in the yellow pages,” said Jill. “While we were looking around the owner asked us if we needed any help. We ended up telling her what we had done and she told us that we would need a binding spell. That we couldn’t undo what we did, but we could mitigate the damage.”

“We had to go back to the woods, to the same spot, and perform the incantation,” Hillary said.

“And?” I asked.

“And, things got better,” Hillary replied. “We saw her less, and when we did she stayed at a distance.”

“What about now?” I asked.

“It’s the same, really,” said Hillary.

“Uh uh,” I said.

“Again, we have to just take the good with the bad,” she replied. “We married the guys, we have kids, we are wealthy and we all live near one another. She played a role in that, and undoing her part in it might undo the rest of it.”

This was the first mention of “wealth” being a part of their requests. I wondered what else they had left off the list.

“When was the last time you saw her?” I asked.

The women look at one another and Vanessa said, “She was just past the tree line at my daughter’s soccer practice last night.”

“Why did you tell me this?” I demanded, genuinely perplexed.

“We thought you would be the only one who would believe us. When Jenn told us about you, we just felt like we could finally, unload it,” said Jill.

I didn’t want to hear another word. I wanted to call my husband to come get me. I didn’t want to ride in an Uber with a stranger. I didn’t want to know these women. I wanted to burn the fucking clothes that I was wearing and take a scalding hot shower to obliterate any particle of connection to them.

“I don’t know what to say,” I began. “I mean, you trapped your best friend here. I’ve never heard anything like it.”

“We just thought that something good should come from her death,” said Hillary.

“Was it worth it?” I asked.

None of them answered.


After climbing into the Uber I immediately texted my friends.

Our children are never stepping foot near Morses Pond. I wrote.

MOPO. Heidi responded immediately.


*** Historical information about Morses Pond was found on the Town of Wellesley website athttp://www.wellesleyma.gov/pages/wellesleyma_nrc/morsespond/Page5

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“Oh no no no, he’s in the woods, that’s where he stays most of the time, just at the edge of the tree line.”

Throughout my life I’ve had what I refer to as Horror Movie Dreams. They happen when I’m stressed. In these dreams, I am one of maybe five or six people and we are in a horror movie. I know this, though they do not. I know we will be picked off one by one by an axe wielding man (he’s always axe wielding, though I never see the axe). We are in a cabin, or a hotel, or my house, and I just have to wait and watch and say my lines until it is my turn. We have dialogue, movie dialogue, like “I am so glad we’re finally getting away for the weekend,” and “Did you hear that noise?” We are all young. We are friends, though I don’t recognize any of them. It is vivid and real and an impending sense of doom leaves the dream and follows me into the day.

I’d begun to have these Horror Movie Dreams every night.

Sure, I was stressed. Expecting my third child and all, but I didn’t think that was the problem. Out of nowhere my sister sent me a Blessed Mary medallion. She insisted that I wear it, especially when I was interviewing people. She said she’d “had a dream,” and was worried.

I was worried too. And so was C. He wanted me to take a break from the ghost interviews, said I was getting too wrapped up and it was freaking him out. Our phone would ring; yes we have a landline. C thought this was a silly waste of money, but he wouldn’t think that when the zombie apocalypse hit and we could call, well, other people with land lines. It was best that he didn’t know about the box I had stashed in the basement that contained a water purifier, Bear Grylls fire starter, handheld crank flashlight/cell phone charger/radio, first aid kit, candles, two survival fishing tins, instant coffee and waterproof matches. There was a drug dealer’s sized stash of twenty dollar bills in there too, though I hemmed and hawed over them. I mean, will money be worth anything when the zombies rise? Probably not, but trade might be the way, so the Starbucks Via instant coffee packets might allow us to live like post-apocalyptic kings.

Anyway, what was I talking about? The phone. So the landline was ringing a few times a day and when we answered there would be nothing and then a click. Like someone was listening and then would hang up. C insisted that I take the flyer down from the library. He had this whole plotline where a crazy old woman had taken down my name, googled it, found our home phone and address and was going to show up one night standing over us in bed. He kept talking about her bony hands and yellow teeth.

You know, I dragged him along on a walking ghost tour years ago, in Nantucket. He laughed it off, said it was so stupid. But that night he woke me up at two o’clock in the morning because he had to pee. I had to walk him to and from the bathroom because he was so frightened. I have to be careful what I expose him to. His imagination is worse than mine.

I admit it, I was a little jumpy too. But I like feeling jumpy. I like being scared and getting startled by the littlest noise. Besides that, I felt like l was on to something. This was the feeling that I had been chasing since I was young and in the woods behind my house pretending to be George (Nancy Drew’s boyish friend) searching for clues about the “forest ghost.”

Maybe there was a little magic, a little intrigue in life. Maybe everything wasn’t what it seemed. Maybe there was a veil and maybe it was thin. Maybe I could take the teeny tiniest little look-see and catch a glimpse of something wonderful and horrible and unimaginable.

Casey Cotton had freaked me out, with her dramatic warning about the darkness. But, in hindsight, I chalked it up to just that. Drama. I did believe her about her experiences with the Zila creeper, but what did that have to do with me?

I was ready to press on. And by press on, I meant, not really do anything, just listen to another person’s ghost story. I’d declined the invitation to the tunnels under Wellesley College. I just couldn’t do it. C played the “you’re pregnant, there’s no way you’re doing that,” card. I let him think that he’d made the decision for me, but in reality, I was too chicken.

There was this one intriguing email in my inbox, though. It was from a woman whose kids went to Fiske, the elementary school that shared a parking lot with the Wellesley preschool, P.A.W.S., that my oldest daughter attended. This woman had actually heard of my interviews through a mutual acquaintance who had kids at both schools. She suggested that we meet on the playground after morning drop off. There were some picnic tables and we could bring coffee and she would tell me her story.

It was a safe place to meet. The acquaintance gave a solid reference for this woman. The weather had turned and the mornings were gorgeous. She had me at coffee.


 

It was warm, but cloudy and quite windy the day that I met Peyton Trellis. Preschool opened about fifteen minutes after the elementary school, so she was already sitting at a picnic table when I approached the playground. I had been curious about this superbly named woman since I’d first seen her email address, a simple peyton_trellis@me.com. She didn’t disappoint.

You know how there are photos of super chic women on instagram – the one’s that look like they were just caught on the street on any given day in an outfit so effortlessly cool it is almost exciting? Yeah, well, Peyton Trellis could have been one of those women.

She was straddling the picnic table bench, in perfectly worn skinny jeans – with one expertly ripped knee – a white, tissue paper thin t-shirt and a worn leather, fitted, sort of, like, tight, grey leather jacket. You know the kind. She had on diamond studs the size of my big toe, and a friendship bracelet. Seriously. It was all pastels and ratty and so agonizingly cool I wanted to clap. There was Not. A. Stitch. Of. Makeup. on her creamy skin. Hair down to her elbows. Not beachwaved, like, cooler than that. It was bedhead-waved. The bitch woke up like this. It was 8:50am for God’s sake.

I couldn’t stop myself, “You look amazing,” I said, awkwardly climbing onto the picnic table bench across from her.

Peyton pushed Chanel (Chanel!!) sunglasses up to the top of her head and smiled. There was a tiny gap between her top two front teeth and she had a dimple when she smiled.

Enough already, I thought.

“Liz?” She said, reaching across the table to shake my hand. “It’s so great to meet you!”

She was facing the wind, so it whipped her hair prettily. I had my back to the wind, so my hair flapped against my cheeks angrily. I shook her hand then reached into my bag for my baseball hat. I had on running pants and a workout shirt – Old Navy, not LuLu Lemon.

“Michelle didn’t tell me you were pregnant, when are you due?” She asked.

“Early August,” I told her.

We chatted a bit about babies (she loved them), hospitals (she’d delivered at Beth Israel Deaconess too), and cars (the car seat space in a Suburban vs. a Volvo).

Eventually, Peyton said, “Ok, soooo, my haunted house! I am so psyched to tell you about it!” As though she were telling me about a new pedicure place she’d discovered.

“Where is your house?” I asked.

“It’s close by, do you know that pond over that way?” She asked, motioning with her hand.

“Yup, I’ve walked the trail there a couple times,” I replied.

“Exactly, well, my house is right on that pond. It’s on a street right off of Oakland, set pretty far back into the woods.”

“That sounds lovely. Five houses overlook our backyard.” I said with a laugh.

“Yeah, it is nice to have the privacy,” she agreed. “But it can get a bit spooky at times, especially at night. And when we lose power, ugh, the worst.”

“Especially if you have a ghost,” I said.

“Exactly!” She declared. “Ok, where should I start?

“Um,” I said, “Well, when did you first start to notice odd things happening at home?”

I liked this woman. I felt like she had stepped out of a television series about forty-something parents living in California. She had a sense of humor, and I’d like to be friends with her, but the way she had referred to her haunting already had me a little disappointed. I mean, she sounded a bit too excited. I was bummed because I had been in the mood to be scared. So it was a pleasant surprise to be so freaked out by her story that I wouldn’t be able to go into our basement for the next two weeks to do laundry. Really – I had to buy new underwear for my daughter when we ran out. My husband could fend for himself.

Ooo-Kay,” Peyton began, nibbling a thumbnail in thought. “So we moved into the house about six years ago, and I guess it was, really the day we moved in that I knew something was, like, off, you know?”

I nodded in encouragement.

“We had to do a ton of work to the house, it was built in 1796,” she said.

“Whoa, that is, like, I don’t know, how old is it?” I asked.

“This year the house turns 220 years old,” she said with a sigh. “Oh, and don’t worry,” she reached across the table to touch my arm, “we didn’t, like, go in and make it all modern tract home.

I hadn’t been worried, it hadn’t really occurred to me. “Of course not,” I said.

“We hired a historic restoration company. They were meticulous, basically taking apart the home bit by bit, mending it, and putting it right back in place. I’m from California,” called it, I thought, “Everything was, so, new, where I grew up. Very cookie- cutter. When I came to Wellesley for college, I fell in love with the New England aesthetic. I lived in Beacon Hill for a few years with my husband, Derek, and we restored a brownstone.”

“My husband and I lived in Beacon Hill for a few years too, what street were you on?” I asked.

“Stop it right now!” She said excitedly, “We were on Mount Vernon! Where were you?”

“River Street for two years but before that we were on Willow, between Chestnut and Mount Vernon. Small world,” I said.

“I bet we ran past each other on the Esplanade, and waited in line at the Starbucks together and didn’t know it!”

“Totally,” I agreed. “And you probably saw me fighting back tears while I attempted to maneuver a Bob double stroller down the sidewalk.”

“Amen,” she said, nodding her head. “That’s what eventually pushed us out here too.”

“It was so romantic to think about bringing the kids up in Boston, but, we just tapped out after the second,” I affirmed.

“Ditto,” she said, “We still have the brownstone, I couldn’t bear to sell it. Derek has dreams of living there when the kids go to college, but, who knows. I like it out here, it’s quiet and this town has the most interesting people. I mean look at this. It’s a random Tuesday morning and here we are, sitting in a playground and I am telling you about my haunted house.”

We laughed, and she continued, “But yeah, the house. The first day we moved in I was unpacking the kitchen. The kids were out with my parents, who’d come to help us with the move.

“I was sitting on the floor opening boxes and I misplaced my exacto knife. I heard stomping around upstairs so I called to my husband, asking if he could grab one for me and bring it down. ‘Yeah, hang on a second,’ he called back. It was a bit harsh, but I figured he might be in the middle of something.

“I stood up to stretch my legs and grab a glass of water at the sink. I was turning off the tap when I looked out the window and saw Derek, his arms filled with boxes, walking out of the barn and towards the house. I seriously didn’t believe my eyes for a minute. It had been, at most, like, two minutes since I had called up to him and he had answered from upstairs. There was no way that he could be walking out of the barn. But he was.”

“So who the hell answered you?” I asked.

“Right? I totally freaked out. I mean, I literally stared at him for a moment and took off out the back door saying, ‘Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God.’ and pretty much ran into Derek, knocking the boxes out of his hands. He thought I had seen a mouse or something. Come on! I kill the mice and spiders. He’s too afraid of them.”

“Did you guys search the house?” I asked.

“Totally. Derek stomped into the house, all puffed up, yelling, ‘Hello? Sir?’ Which we laughed about later, but he walked through the entire house. He even climbed up those stairs that go up to our attic, you know, the ones you pull down from the ceiling? He didn’t find anyone! I would have thought I had imagined it, but it was so real.”

“I would have sold the house immediately,” I said, honestly.

“Ha!” She laughs, giving my arm a light slap. “I mean, of course it freaked me out, but I just, like, sort of got wrapped up in unpacking and didn’t think too much about it. At the time, the Trips were only three years old, so I had my hands full.”

“Trips?” I asked.

“Oh, sorry. The triplets, that’s just what we always call them.”

“You have triplet boys?” I asked, about to get up and walk away from the table.

“Yes! They are nine now! I can’t believe it,” she said, shaking her beautiful head of hair. “I feel like I blinked and I have these three little men living in my house.”

“Right,” I said. “They do grow up so quickly.” Meaning, there but for the grace of God go I.

“Ok, but anyway, we were busy moving in and chasing the Trips around. I was trying my best to make new friends here so I signed up for the Juniors and Wellesley Mother’s Forum.  We were out of the house so much during the day, but I began to notice this funny thing whenever I came home.

“Anything that had been left on the edge of the kitchen counter would be knocked off. Sippy cups, keys, the mail, toys. It wasn’t like these things were just falling off by themselves. And then it finally dawned on me! I used to have this cat, when I was in my twenties, he was a little rescue tabby and he would do this exact same thing whenever I went out. I made a game of it for him, actually. Crumpling up paper balls and twist ties and putting them on the counter so he could have plenty of things to play with when I wasn’t home. And, it helped me from cleaning up, he would only knock off the paper and ties, not the other stuff.

“And it was happening again! But Jude Paw had been dead for, like 15 years!”

“How – “ I began to ask.

“I know! I think his ghost is at the house. I really do,” Peyton held her hands in a Scout’s Honor position.

I opened my mouth to say something, but, for the life of me, I couldn’t think of anything to say.

“I know, I sound crazy as hell, but listen. I did an experiment. I crumpled up a bunch of papers like I used to and lined them up on the counter among all  of the other junk. We went out for the day and when I came back, I swear to Goddess Earth, only the paper had been knocked to the floor.”

Again, I was speechless. Sure the ghost cat experiment was chilling – on many levels – and the fact that she had named her cat Jude Paw was fucking brilliant, but “Goddess Earth” had thrown me for a loop.

“I know, I know, it is totally unbelieveable. But that was just the beginning!” She exclaimed.

“No, it’s not unbelievable, I am just processing. I haven’t heard of many animal hauntings,” I said.

“I know, right?”

“Is it still happening?” I asked.

“Oh yeah, we all treat him like the family pet now. The boys leave paper and little twist ties out for him to play with.”

“That’s sweet,” I said, meaning, that’s really fucked up.

Peyton smiled, “I know, it’s saved us from having to get a dog.”

Oh dear, I thought, grateful that my daughters were too young to be in school with this woman’s children.

“So you have a ghost cat, but did you hear anything else from the guy stomping around upstairs on moving day?”

“Oh, yeah, you could say that,” she said, rolling her eyes. “The rest of the spirits seem pretty benign, but he has a dark energy around him. If I’m not vigilant with my good intentions, his bad intentions could take over.”

I decided to let the ‘the rest of the spirits’ comment slide for a moment, and asked, “What has he done?”

“I call him The Watcher. His hostility is palpable. I meditate after yoga every morning in our sunroom. It’s a fantastic space, with all of the windows you feel like you are in the middle of the woods. It is very restful, unless he is present. Often times, I feel as though I am being watched as I practice yoga.” She said.

“He’s in the room with you and you still do yoga?” I asked, horrified.

“Oh, no no no, he’s in the woods, that’s where he stays most of the time, just at the edge of the tree line. With all of the windows in the sunroom I can just feel him watching me. Then, when I begin to meditate, if he is feeling particularly bold, he will try and communicate with me. He is angry, so angry. I don’t know if he lived in our home, or on the property at some point. But he rants and raves about the barn.”

What the fuck? I think, at a total loss for words. She’s talking to a dead man who watches her do yoga in the mornings?

“I know! I know! I sound crazy, but I’ve always been sensitive to the other side. Even when I was a little girl, I can remember seeing spirits around my crib. I’ve always just accepted them, even the bad ones. They are on their journey, live and let live.”

“Or live and let die,” I said.

“Well, right,” Peyton laughed.

“What does your husband think of this Watcher?” I asked.

“Well, the only time that he senses him is in the barn. He was getting the chills and a creepy feeling, like he would turn around at any moment and see a man there. Then one day he had been working up in the loft and as he went to climb back down the ladder he felt something try and push it away from the wall. He could have been really hurt.

“So, I saged the barn’s interior and salted the doorways and windows. This created a bit of protection, but it enraged the entity. Now when Derek’s working in there, he sees shadows walk past the windows and hears knocking on the door. But, the salt and sage keep the spirit out.”

“Peyton, that is terrifying,” I said, not sure what to think of this woman and her story.

“It’s just a dead person,” she replied with a shrug.

“How can you be sure? What if it is something pretending to be a dead person?” I asked.

“Oh, I would know. We have some of those too, in our basement,” she said.

“Some of what?” I asked.

“I guess I would call them lower astral entities. They are these little creatures who seem to be attached to our home. I have done some work to keep them in the basement, but their attachment is so strong that I can’t seem to get rid of them,” she said.

“What the fuck are they?” I asked, picturing Gremlins in 3-D glasses watching T.V. in a basement playroom.

“They are these little, like, critters that sort of scurry and stay just out of the light. They are super negative and definitely want to attach to one of us. But I’ve prayed protections over the Trips and Derek. Though there’s been a kerfuffle or two when we’ve had people come to work on the house. The electrical and heating systems are in the basement and these critters jump at the opportunity to attach. One electrician actually came back to the house and asked me to take one of the things back. It had followed him home and was pulling the covers off him at night and putting bad thoughts into his mind. They somehow feed on negative energy, so they do their best to generate it.”

“Lord have mercy,” I said. “Why are you still living in this house?”

“The house is perfect for us, it just takes a little extra effort. And, honestly? I am a kind of beacon for these things. It really doesn’t matter where I live. Things find me.”

“What about your kids?” I asked. “Do they see anything?”

“Well, they play with the cat,” she began which was just about the most macabre thing I had ever heard in my entire life. Allowing your triplets play with a ghost cat? Fucking ghoulish.

Peyton continued, “They get creeped out by The Watcher and I simply won’t allow them in the basement. But, Gunner, one of the boys, seems to have inherited some of my abilities, so I have to keep an eye on him.”

“How so?” I ask, not wanting to know. At all.

“He is quite open to communication, and I just have to make sure that he isn’t, like, letting anything in. When he was really little he would stare at empty space as we were playing and then say things like, ‘Mama, that little girl’s dress is all wet, she says she fell into the pond,’ or he’d draw a picture of two stick figures lying on the ground in a forest and explain that they ate the wrong kind of berries. It just wasn’t stuff that a little kid could come up with on his own.”

“Does he still see things?” I ask, making a mental note to pay closer attention to what my four year old was drawing instead of just throwing out the pile of papers from preschool.

“He does, but he has better control over it now. I had to do some protections over him. I sage him once in awhile and have salted all around his bed. When he was seven, he and his brothers were in the playroom and I was cleaning up and left them for a while. I came back and his brothers were sitting watching him write with a crayon. He’d filled about ten pages, top to bottom, front and back.

“‘What are you boys up to?’ I asked, thinking it was some kind of game. Paxton and Dane just looked up at me and didn’t say anything. Gunner wouldn’t answer me, he wouldn’t even look up. I had to grab his hands to stop him from writing and it took him a moment to sort of snap out of this, like uber-focused daze.

“He was disoriented and I was totally freaked out, so I set them up to watch television in the living room and went back and gathered the pages he had written. It was all sorts of nonsense. Some of the words I couldn’t decipher, but I could read some of them and they were tweeked. ‘Revenge,’ was written over and over and I could kind of make out a story about a woman and her husband, ‘he’ll pay’ and “where’s the baby’ were two sentences I could make out. One page just spelled out ‘revenge.’ But it was, like, one line of R’s the next line of E’s, then V’s and so on. Written in crayon it looked psychotic. But I think a spirit had just communicated through him about something in her life.” She shrugged. She actually shrugged her shoulders. After telling me this. Shrugged.

“Peyton, that’s called automatic writing and it’s when a spirit possesses you so it can write through you,” I said.

“Mmm,” she agreed, nodding. “It really is quite an advanced skill, so I was amazed that he could do it so easily,”

“Do you do automatic writing?” I asked, wary of the answer.

“I have in the past, yes, but now I use my angel cards when I feel like a message needs to come through.”

In case you’re not familiar, angel cards are basically tarot cards. Users believe the information gleaned from the cards is coming from angels, unlike tarot cards which are relied upon to tell the future through a darker divination. Personally, I neither understand nor trust the subtle  difference.

“Peyton, this is a lot to digest. I don’t know what to say. You’re sort of tied up in a lot of different things. And you’re opening up to them. It’s like the beginning of a horror movie and in the end, someone is going to need an exorcism or major medication.”

“Oh, no! I don’t want you to get the wrong idea, I’m sort of only telling you the weird stuff. There’s so much good too! The other spirits in the house, the one’s besides The Watcher, they are so helpful and they totally surround us with love and light. I did have to put my foot down when the boys started talking about playing hide ‘n seek with a little boy named Jeremy. I caught them halfway down the basement steps before I told them that space and that game were off limits. The boy wanted them to hide down there.”

“Uh uh,” I said, shaking my head.

“I know. It was, you know, like, worrisome, but we’ve talked through it, and they understand that not every spirit has good intentions.”

Oh, for the love of Pete, I thought. This nitwit was seriously going to get one of her Trips sucked into another dimension.

I asked, “Why are there so many of these things in your house? It’s infested.”

“It’s my fault, really. I just attract spirits and other, you know, entities. I’ve worked hard at opening my mind through meditation, but I suspect it may have opened some sort of a portal that allows beings come in and out of this realm. The angel cards have hinted at it.”

“You need to be careful,” I said.

“I am,” she replied. “I’ve had years of practice. My parents were Spiritualists, and very knowledgeable.”

Fuuuuuuuuuck. I thought. Those were the people of table raps and séances. Mediumship and spirit guides. Skeptics wrote them off as charlatan performers. But that was too simplistic. If nothing else, where there’s smoke there’s fire. Or, in this case, where there’s tapping there might be dead people.

This woman had hodgepodged the shit out of a bunch of occult practices and spiritual belief systems and if what she said was true about her house, she had, indeed, fucked things up royally. She was super cool, and, I mean, call me judgmental, but she was legit nuts. Not as in, “I see dead people,” nuts, no, that would be interesting. She was “I think I may have opened a portal but I’ve totally got it under control,” nuts.

“So you’re alright with all this, I mean, you don’t have any problem with the hauntings, negative or otherwise?” I asked.

“Oh sure, I’m more than alright with it, I welcome it,” she said, as though she couldn’t understand why I would even ask. “You should come to the house and see for yourself. It isn’t all creepy footsteps and slamming doors. If you are open to them, they are comforting.”

Um, hell’s no. I thanked her for the offer, but was honest and said that I was too chicken to actually experience anything paranormal. Our conversation petered out after that. I think I offended her by saying that I was frightened of her home. We were polar opposites where the unexplainable was concerned. She wanted to be right up in it. I wanted my paranormality second hand, maybe even third to be safe.

It was an obvious wedge between us, which was disappointing because I could have seen us having a cold glass of Chardonnay together while we kept an eye on the kids in the backyard – my backyard, not her backyard, obviously. Well, honestly, I wouldn’t let my girls near her kids. But, had things been a little different, we might have been tight.

We parted ways and I rushed to the grocery store for milk. I had time to drop it off at the house before returning to the school to pick up Max.

When I got home I put the milk in the fridge, threw my keys on the counter and rifled through the mail. I made a quick run to the bathroom and came right back into the kitchen. All of my mail was on the kitchen floor alongside my keys.

Shit.

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The Conjuring 2: Spoilery Thoughts

I already wrote a review of The Conjuring 2, but I have some questions that would spoil the movie, so I opted to put them in a different post.  Because I am a kind soul.

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1. Lorraine was able to defeat the demon – Valak – by saying his name, screaming other things and condemning him back to hell.  Or something.  She only knew his name because Valak told her his name in a vision.  “I know his name, I know his name, GIVE ME MY BIBLE WHERE I CARVED HIS NAME,” she screamed.
So…why did Valak tell her his name?  They had no leads on the demon.  The only way they could have defeated him was by knowing his name, and he told Lorraine his name.  This wasn’t a case of finding out the name then needing to travel to some distant location to find more information and using it against him.  This was none of that.  This was a case of, “I say his name and he disappears.”  Valak had one weakness: that someone – anyone – speak his name.  And he handed them that weapon for no reason whatsoever.
I don’t understand why and I need someone to explain it to me.

2. Why did Janet float like Jean Grey when she was possessed at the end?

3. Why does Ed Warren have such a lovely singing voice?

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4 .Why do the Warrens have a teenage daughter they leave at home when they go on their missions?  Doesn’t leaving a teenager alone in a house with haunted items in the basement for weeks at a time seem like a recipe for disaster?

"There are frozen dinners in the microwave & don't worry about the whispers in the basement."
“There are frozen dinners in the microwave & don’t worry about the whispers in the basement.”

5. The idea of Valak using other creepy things as a way to throw everyone off was pretty crafty.  Who cares about looking for Valak if everyone is concerned about Bill Wilkins and The Crooked Man?  That’s a nice bit of misdirection there, Valak.  Good for you.

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The Family Home

I had two emails from people who wanted to share stories with me. One claimed that his house was haunted by its previous owner, and the other message came from a Wellesley College employee who wanted to share information about the college’s underground tunnels. Both intrigued me, but, after my past two experiences, I was hesitant.

My little library flier had generated more interest than I could have hoped for, but it seemed to be generating the wrong kind of interest. First Pam wanted to pawn off her haunted trinket and then Laura and Michael thought I could phone up an exorcist for them. I felt guilty that I had somehow unintentionally misled all of them.

My husband, we will call him C, disagreed and felt there was no need for guilt on my part. “I warned you about kooks,” he said, “You shouldn’t be meeting people in their homes,” he said,  ‘Don’t tell me their stories. I won’t be able to sleep. And make sure some demon doesn’t follow you home,” he said.

At the very least, I felt the need to tweak my flier. So I did. I made it clear that I was an author looking to gather ghost stories from Welleslians about hauntings in Wellesley. I even put a disclaimer on the bottom of the page “Please note: I am neither a ghost hunter, nor a paranormal problem-solver – just a curious neighbor who intends to document hauntings.”

I don’t know. It’s all I could come up with. I printed out a new flier and posted it at the library.

But I couldn’t bring myself to respond to the responses it elicited.

Around this time I had my friend Lyssa over so our kids could play together. She has two boys to my two girls and the four entertained each other well. Over a glass of chardonnay (it was a teeny tiny glass for me and it was four forty-three in the late afternoon, relax, everyone), I told her about my hesitation to continue my ghost research.

“You absolutely can’t stop now. You’ve had such great traction. Listen, I have a neighbor, I just met her at our neighborhood progressive dinner – we will discuss that in a moment – she’s lived in her house since she was a little girl. She and her husband and their three kids moved in with her mother. I liked her. Cute, cute haircut and she was wearing Lilly (Pulitzer). She had me at hello,” Lyssa said with a laugh.

“Speaking of, I just walked through E.A. Davis, I’m stalking the new Elsa top,” I said.

“Wait for the sale,” Lyssa replied. “Anyway, about this woman; I sat next to her at the dinner and we totally hit it off. At the dessert house – they made blueberry pie, it was strange – I ran into Leslie. You know Leslie, right? President of the Bates P.T.O., the woman that organized that diaper drive last Fall.”

“Isn’t she president of the Mother’s Forum, too?” I asked, sipping my wine.

“That’s the one,” Lyssa affirmed. “Anyway, Leslie grew up in Wellesley, and she told me that this woman I met, Jenn, had some horrible thing happen in her family when they were growing up. Like, a man broke in and attacked her and then there were rumors that other strange things happened in that house.”

“What kinds of things?” I asked.

“Spooky things. Apparently they nicknamed Jenn ‘Carrie’ in high school.”

“Like, Carrie, as in Stephen King’s Carrie?” I asked.

“Yup. Leslie said Jenn is open about it all now, she totally doesn’t mind talking about it. Anyway, it made me curious.”

“Nosey,” I corrected.

“Sure. But I thought maybe if I told her about what you’re doing, we could invite her over, or better yet, have her invite us over, and she would tell us the story.” Lyssa said, draining her glass.

“Oh, I don’t know.”

“Sure you do, I’ll arrange the whole thing.” Lyssa said with confidence, and tapped her nails on the side of her glass.

And she did. Somehow, Lyssa managed to get Jenn to invite us over to her house for cocktails and appetizers on a Thursday night in April. Enough time had passed since my last interview debacle with the Arnolds so I had the nervous / excited butterflies in my stomach at the prospect of hearing a creepy story.

I was buckling my seatbelt in the driveway when I heard a ping from my cell phone. I looked down to see a text message from Lyssa.

– F-ing babysitter cancelled just now and Joe won’t be home until nine!!!!

– Shit. I thought. Nooooooooo!!!!!! I texted.

– I know. It sucks. Go w/o me and you can fill me in.

– But I don’t even know her! I texted back.

– She’s so nice. Seriously. Go!!

– Fine. Damn it all! I texted back.

I confirmed the Boulder Brook address and texted a emoji of a middle finger to Lyssa. She texted back the poop emoji.

Ten minutes later I pulled into Jenn’s driveway. Various bikes and sports equipment littered the front lawn. I took a deep breath and got out of the car, thinking about how C had said I shouldn’t be going to people’s houses alone.

But this was an acquaintance of Lyssa, I reasoned. Totally different.

I climbed the steps onto the front porch, which held adirondack chairs and an off-kilter porch swing, and rang the doorbell.

After a moment I heard footsteps and then the beep beep beep of an alarm system being disengaged. Two deadbolts and another lock clicked and the door finally opened.

Lyssa was right, this girl was really cute with a cute haircut. Jenn had naturally curly hair cut into a funky but perfect short layered bob. It was different shades of blond and framed her heart shaped face perfectly. She was wearing black leggings and an oversized sweater. Cute.

“Hi!” She said in greeting. “I didn’t realize you were pregnant!”

I laughed, “Is it that obvious?”

“No, no! I just mean, I have plenty to drink besides wine,” she said.

“Well, frankly, a glass of wine sounds really good right now. Just a little one, then I can have water. Did Lyssa get in touch?” I asked. Jenn confirmed that she had.

I followed her past the dining room into a great room at the back of the house. It was obviously a renovated addition to the home. A wall of paned windows overlooked a gorgeously landscaped back yard. Daylight was dimming but I could still make out huge hydrangea bushes and other nice plantings, though I had no idea what they were. We chatted a bit about the gardening (don’t worry – she had a landscaper) and she got excited when I asked if it was alright for me to record our conversation.

The room was a combined kitchen and living room. The best way for me to describe the decor is if Pottery Barn and an high-end antique store had a love child and then named a Nantucket art gallery it’s Godmother. This home was that child. I never wanted to leave.

“Thank you for having me over,” I said, “I never want to leave! This room!”

“This is my favorite room in the house,” Jenn replied.

“I can see why,” I said. “Lyssa said that you’ve lived here your whole life.”

“I have, yes,” she replied. “I moved out for college in Boston, where I met my husband, Mike, and after we had our second child we moved in with mom. It was supposed to be temporary, until we could find our own place in town. But we all liked it so much, having mom with us, and the neighborhood, that we built the addition and stayed put. How long have you guys been in town?”

“Just about two years now. It was an adjustment to leave the city, but it grew on me. I like it now. Your neighborhood is so fun, Lyssa told me about the progressive dinner, and I know you all have a block party in the summer too.”

“Yeah, there’s always something going on. You have to book the sitters out way in advance. We have a fun game night too,” she said.

This triggered a memory/thought. “You don’t know Nick Sayre, do you?” I asked, thinking of the realtor with the ouija board obsession.

“I do! His wife, Maeve, is one of my best friends,” she said.

“No way! Small world. I spoke with her husband, about a ghost story recently,”

“Oh, geez, that. Yeah. The ouija board. Maeve said it had become a problem.” Jenn said.

“So you were there the night everything began happening,” I prompted.

“I was. I was really pissed, actually. Nick knows that I have an aversion to the paranormal, and he told us we were going to be playing dirty pictionary again,” There it was again, this reference to dirty pictionary.Dare I ever ask? “My husband, Maeve and I refused to play. Obviously, it wasn’t a good idea.”

“No, definitely not, but then, I can’t imagine a ouija board ever being a good idea.”

“Agreed,” she agreed. “Here, let’s go sit in the family room.”

Jenn lead the way into the gorgeous window filled room. We sat on the most elegant sectional sofa I’ve ever seen. It was lime green. Really. And it smelled nice. Not like some cloying air freshener, but just, like fresh. Clean. The throw pillows were like overstuffed clouds in navy and white. The view to the kitchen was warm and inviting.

Jenn tucked her legs underneath her as she nestled into the couch corner and I did the same at the opposite end. Above us, a massive lantern chandelier, hung from the peaked ceiling, softly lit the room around us.

“I’ll say it again,” I said, eyeing the cheese platter set before us on the glass coffee table. “I never want to leave.”

Jenn dipped a pita chip in spinach and artichoke dip. I knew that my entire body would be puffy the next morning from all of the sodium, but I followed suit.

“So, you’re the ghost lady I’ve been hearing so much about,” she said. “You don’t seem too strange. I was sort of expecting someone with butt-length stringy hair and a long patchwork skirt.”

Wine almost shot out my nose as I stifled a laugh and took a sip at the same time. I liked this woman.

“Yeah, well, sorry to disappoint. It’s just something I’ve always been drawn to. I love being scared.”

“Have you ever really been scared?” She asked, without a hint of a smile.

“No,” I said, and paused, realizing my faux pas. From the little bit I’d heard about her past, I knew that she was no stranger to fear.

“Well, that’s why you are drawn to it. You are able to romanticize it. Trust me, once you experience it. Fear – real fear – is devoid of allure and mystery. It’s the opposite of that. It is all circular thinking, and what ifs,” she paused, taking a bite of a baby carrot. “And repulsion.” She concluded.

“I’m sorry, I feel like a jerk. Lyssa told me you had a ghost story, but she also told me that you had a break in -”

“No! Don’t be sorry! I am excited that you are here – I am expecting you to interview me, so I can tell you my story. That’s why you’re here, right? That’s why you have a digital recorder!” She giggled. Something about the device seemed to amuse her. “Trust me, I am an open book.”

“I can’t tell you how much I appreciate this,” I said. “I sort of wish I was just here to chat about kids and clothes and the gossip.”

“Next time!” She said with a laugh.

“Ok, well, start it off. Where does your ghost story begin?”

“Well, actually, I need to go back a bit before I can tell you about the ghost. Because, without what happened before that, I don’t think there ever would have been a ghost.”

“Ok,” I said, stuffing a slice of Brie into my mouth. I was in that pregnancy sweet spot where flavors just burst and happiness hormones shushed the voice whispering “post pregnancy weight.” I was ready to just let her tell her story while I dug into the cheese platter.

“A man broke into our home when I was fourteen,” she began. “We were in the dining room with my mom and he came to the door. I remember watching him walk up the front steps, wondering who he was. It was late afternoon and my brother, Peter, and I were doing homework at the dining room table. I heard my mom open the door and say hello and the next thing you knew that man was dragging her into the dining room with a knife to her throat.”

“My God,” I said, glancing through the kitchen to the front door.

“Peter got up and yelled and I just sat there completely frozen. It was like I couldn’t believe what I was seeing. The guy, he was wearing this utility belt, like he was from the electric company, or something, and he had duct tape in it, and more knives. He taped Peter to his chair first, then me, and taped our mouths closed. Then he sat my mom down across the table from us, taped her up, but not her mouth. He said that he’d come to save us. That he was just in time. He stood behind my mom, with the knife to her neck and went on and on about how an angel named Delilah had been visiting him at night and that it was his destiny to save families from ‘this present darkness.’”

“What?” I said.

“He explained why he had to kill us. It was all this crazed, religious nonsense. It was surreal. A moment before we had been doing homework, and now this madman was talking about how an angel told him that if he could deliver us to her she would save us from the darkness and deliver us to the light. My mom tried to reason with him, but he would just scream into her ear, ‘Get thee behind me, Satan!’”

“Holy fuck,” I said.

“He was a lunatic He would get very quiet, almost whispering, and then shout the rest of a sentence. He was bat shit crazy.”

“What the hell were you thinking during all of this?” I asked.

“I was panic stricken about my mother, of course. But my brother was only nine. He was sobbing and I could tell through his tape that he was saying ‘mommy’ over and over.”

“Oh my God,” I say, horrified and sad and scared and angry all at once.

“It was awful. The man stopped talking after a while and was pacing behind my mother. He was quoting scripture and holding the knife in front of him with both hands like a caroller holding a candle. We could all sense that he was getting ready to kill us. Something came over me. It was like it shoved the panicked part of me into a closet in my mind and the calm took over.

“The man hadn’t closed the front curtains, I had been hoping the whole time that someone would see what was happening from the road. I could tell he was almost done psyching himself up. So I started screaming as best I could through the tape ‘me first! me first!’ over and over. He was at my side in a second. He smelled like moldy laundry and peppermint gum, “she shudders. “He ripped the tape off my mouth and whispered for me to repeat myself.

“‘Me first,’ I said again after catching my breath, ‘I want Delilah to bring me to heaven first.’ My mom, of course screamed, ‘No!’ Through her tape, but I figured that I could buy us some time if I acted like I believed him. My dad usually got home from work around five-thirty, I didn’t know what time it was but it was getting close.”

“What did he do when you volunteered to go first?”

“He dropped to his knees and started thanking every saint you’ve ever heard of. Then he said I could ‘choose.’ I didn’t know what he meant. He leaned in next to my ear and I felt his incredibly hot breath on me and he whispered, ‘choose how.’ And I knew. He wanted me to tell him how to kill me.”

“What in the fuck?” I said. What in the fuck. I thought again.

“As I was trying to decide what I should say, he walked over to my mother and slapped her across the back of her head, hard. She was getting hysterical. And my brother was just sobbing and shaking his head back and forth. I tried to calm him down, but the man screamed ‘choose!’

“So I did. ‘Drowning,’ I told him. I figured I’d have the best shot. I mean, how was he going to manage that? He said some more whacked out prayers and then cut off the rest of my duct tape with the knife and dragged me into the kitchen. I was looking everywhere for some kind of weapon, but he taped my hands behind my back and then put the stopper in the kitchen sink and began filling it with water.

“He shoved me in front of the sink and I struggled as hard as I could, but he was much stronger than me. He shoved my head under the water and I struggled and held my breath for as long as I could but eventually I couldn’t hold it anymore and I breathed in. It was like knives, like a million little needles and knives and then it was, just nothing.”

“My Lord, how did you survive?”

“While the guy was doing this, my dad came home – fifteen minutes early. He saw my mom and brother through the dining room windows. So he came in quietly and they were able to motion with their heads towards the kitchen. My dad snuck up behind the man and hit him over the head with a glass fruit bowl. Knocked him out cold. Then he got the tape off my mom so she could call 9-1-1 and gave me mouth to mouth resuscitation until the paramedics arrived.

“They all thought I was dead. Even the paramedics. My mom said that they admitted afterward that they only tried to revive me for my parent’s sake. They didn’t think there was any chance I could have survived. Said it was a miracle.”

“Thank God,” I said, needing another glass of Chardonnay, and mentally kicking myself for being pregnant.

“Honestly. I just came to and they told me that when I stopped coughing I said, ‘Delilah,’ but I don’t remember that at all.”

“Who was the man?” I asked.

“A guy that had worked in the local hardware store. My dad actually recognized him.”

“What did he look like?” I asked. “I am picturing a massive hillbilly.”

“Oh no, not at all,” she said. “He looked exactly like Michael J. Fox.”

“No,” I said, incredulous.

“Yes, to this day I can’t watch anything that he is in. The resemblance is almost unnatural.”

I looked at her for a moment, mourning the fact that she had missed watching The Frighteners. “I don’t even know what to say. I am so sorry that happened to you and your family. How do you get past something like that?”

“Everyone handled it differently. My mom had to go away for a little bit. My dad got paranoid. My brother was fearful, he slept on the floor in my room until he went away to college.”

“What about you?” I asked.

“I was able to close it in a box in my mind. My mom went for help, and my dad was worried about her and hovering around, but so panicked that he wasn’t really present. And someone had to watch over Peter, get him to school in the morning, make him dinner and talk him through his nightmares.”

“Forgive me, but that doesn’t sound like something anyone could keep up for very long. Everyone has to vent, especially terror like that.” I said.

“Yeah, well, I guess you could say that it came out another way,” she said.

“The ghost,” I guessed.

“The ghost,” she confirmed standing up and walking to the kitchen. “Can I get you anything? I’m going to grab another glass of wine, if you don’t mind. Want a seltzer water?”

“A seltzer water would be great, thanks, but I am jealous,” I replied.

“I hated giving up wine when I was pregnant,” she said over her shoulder. “But my husband was crazy about it. He was obsessed with everything that I put into my mouth. All three pregnancies. I couldn’t wait to get my body back to myself.”

“How old are your kids?” I asked.

“My oldest, Emma, is in fourth grade. Then Sophia is in second and our baby, Jackson, is in kindergarten.”

“Oh how sweet,” I said. “So they are all in the same school?”

“Yes, we are a true Bates family,” she said, referring to the neighborhood elementary school. “Where are you in town?”

Adults in this town identified with their neighborhood elementary school like sports fans bragging about a team they weren’t on.

“We are over in the Hills area. The girls will go to Schofield,” I replied.

“Oh,” she said, returning to the couch and handing me a seltzer water. “I have a few friends from the Mother’s Forum whose kids are in Schofield.”

“Oh?” I said, sipping my water.

She didn’t offer any further explanation, so I said, “You were about to tell me about your ghost.”

“My ghost,” she said, with a smile. “Do you know what a poltergeist is?”

Shit. I did know what a poltergeist was. The real kind of poltergeist, not the “they’re heeeeere,” kind of ghost. The kind of ghost that attaches to a person, an entity energized by pent up emotion, unwittingly set free to wreak havoc on a family. These ghosties were a thing of levitating beds, broken dishes, screams and voices and bumps in the night. And then, one day, out of nowhere, the terror ends. Leaving a family shaken and paranoid. Broken.

Jenn had already scared the hell out of me with her home invasion story. How much darker could this woman’s life get? I spent my own teenage years reading tales of adolescents terrorized by this phenomena. I knew that the entities were unconsciously created by a person with unreleased negative emotions. A person who contained their feelings to the extreme. Jenn’s attack and the resulting family dynamic was the perfect recipe for one of these so-called “noisy ghosts.”

I took another sip of my water before answering,“They’re sort of mischievous ghosts, right? They attach to a person and haunt them.”

“Exactly,” she confirmed. “About six months after the man broke into our house, strange things began to happen.”

“Like what?” I asked, not really wanting to know.

“At first it was all electrical. Fuses would short out, the radio would turn on by itself to a station that no one in the house listened to, lights would flicker. It was just an annoyance, but one that could be reasoned away. Then the taps started up.”

Shivers. “Taps?”

“I call them taps, but it sounded more like pennies being dropped into a coffee can. At night, right around the same time every night, it would wake all of us up. Three taps, over and over again for about twenty minutes. We searched the house, all of us, and couldn’t find the cause. [A man’s voice whispers “It was me.”]** Eventually we just learned to ignore it.” Jenn shrugged.

“And then?” I prompted.

“Then one night, after the taps had woken me up I was reading to try to ignore the noise and fall back to sleep. I must have dozed off, because I opened my eyes and the book that I had been reading was hovering over me. I reached for it, like as a reflex, I wasn’t completely awake yet, and the second I lifted my arm up the book dropped onto my stomach.”

“Uh uh,” I said, needing to use the bathroom, but unwilling to leave the room by myself.

“I didn’t tell anyone about that. I had Peter sleeping on the floor in my room and he was freaked out enough as it was. But then things began to break. Like, at breakfast, Peter and I would be at the table eating cereal and talking, and the glass pitcher of milk just cracked and fell apart. We were sitting right there. My dad, of course got mad and thought that we had done something to it, but we hadn’t [Man’s voice, “Haaaaa”].

“Other things too, I was doing homework in my room one night, at my desk which sat underneath a window. I was looking down and heard creaking and looked up to see the window pane all spidered and cracked. Eventually every mirror in the house had cracks in it. My father was so upset, thought we were acting out, especially me. He wanted things to be calm and normal for my mom. She had spent time in the hospital after the attacks ‘to rest her mind,’ and he didn’t want anything to upset her.

“But then the voice came and he started to believe me and my brother.”

“What did the voice say?” I asked, holding my breath.

“It said different things to all of us. I mean, I don’t know that it ever spoke to my mother, but it would whisper to Peter when he was alone. He couldn’t understand what it said, and he made sure he wasn’t alone if he could help it. It would yell at my dad, like if he was shaving or getting clothes out of the closet, it would yell right in his ear ‘Hey!’ [Man’s voice, “Hey!”] Once it screamed, “big man!” at him.”

“But what did it say to you?” I asked, goosebumps running up and down my body.

“A lot of the time it was just nonsense. Like, dates and names. Numbers. Then other times it would try to have a conversation with me, it would ask me questions, but I just ignored it.”

“What kinds of questions?” I asked.

“Um, I don’t know, things like ‘what do you believe now, Jennifer?’ and ‘how does it feel to drown, Jennifer?’”

“What the fuck?” I demanded. “That is just too much. How did you not lose your mind?”

“I don’t know, I really think it was because I couldn’t lose my mind. I was the only one in the house keeping things from falling apart,” she takes a sip of her wine. “It was absolute insanity, though. Everyday tasks became impossible. I would get something out of the refrigerator to eat, turn my back for a moment to grab a plate and the food would be gone. I’d find it back in the refrigerator. Glasses would crack just as you were pouring juice into them. And the tapping lasted for longer and longer each night. It got to the point where I was even hearing it in my dreams.

“I think the worst thing that it did, was in school, though,” she says, her face filled with sadness.

“It followed you to school?”  No. Way.

Jenn nods her head, then takes a big gulp of wine before continuing, “I was sitting at my desk in math class and all of a sudden this girl behind me starts screaming. I turn around and she is pointing to my hair, yelling, ‘Something lifted her hair up! What is wrong with her?’”

“What?” I said, confused. “What was she talking about?”

“She said she saw my hair just lift up off my shoulders and hover in the air. I hadn’t felt anything, but from her reaction and knowing everything that was happening at home, I believed her. And so did everyone else [Man’s voice in a growl, “Belief].” Jenn sighs.

“That is awful,” I say, picturing the scene it must have caused in her classroom.

“Yeah, that little experience earned me the nickname, ‘Carrie’ for the rest of high school. Well, actually, even today when I run into old classmates in town, I see them catch themselves before they say, ‘hi, Carrie.” She gives a little laugh.

“Awful,” I say again.

“It was, I mean there were already enough stories going around about me and my family after the break in. Now I was cast as a complete freak show. Luckily, there were two girls that I had grown up with, Maeve is one of them, who stood by me. I wouldn’t have made it without them.”

“How long did all of this go on for?” I asked, meaning the haunting.

“Only about, I don’t know, a little over a month,” she said, draining her glass.

“I woke up one night and there was something above me on the ceiling. It was huge and black and its body, if you can call it that, sort of moved constantly, like it was thick liquid. The voice started up, saying, ‘I’m here, you’re here, we’re both here, Jennifer. We are here together, Jennifer.”

“Hell no,” I said.

“I screamed at it, told it to go away, that’s I’d had enough, that it was ruining my life. I squeezed my eyes shut and screamed ‘You’re not real. You’ve never been real’. Of course, Peter just hid beneath his blankets, but my dad woke up from my screaming and ran into the room. When I opened my eyes, it was gone.

“The next morning, everything had stopped. We were on pins and needles waiting for it to come back, but it didn’t,” she said.

“Holy hell,” I said, shaking my head. “And that was it? Nothing else?” I asked.

“Yeah, that was it, but you know, actually, every once in awhile I – [Man’s voice, “Shhhh, here.”]” she was cut off by the sound of locks clicking, the front door opening and the shrill beeping of the alarm.

We both froze.

“Jennifer!” A woman’s voice called out, then we heard more beeping as the alarm was disengaged.

Jenn and I looked at each other and laughed in relief, “In here, mom!” Jenn called to the woman.

A small woman walked into the kitchen and placed a large bag on the counter (I was pretty sure that it was Chanel). I stood up to introduce myself and, just like her daughter she greeted me with, “You’re pregnant!”

We all took a minute to laugh at that and I agreed that I was indeed pregnant and Jenn introduced me.

“Liz, this is my mom, Nancy. Mom, this is Liz,” Jenn said.

“When are you due?” Nancy asked and turned her back to us to began rifling through a kitchen drawer.

“In August,” I replied.

“Ah, here’s one,” she said, grabbing something out of the drawer. “Here you go, keep this in your pocket, or, better yet, put it on a chain around your neck.”

She pressed something small into my palm. I looked down and saw a St. Benedict medal. “Are you Catholic?” She asked.

“Mom!” Said Jenn.

“I was raised Catholic, now I’m just a Christian,” I replied.

“Oh, you’ll come back to us. Life will bring you back,” she said with a knowing smile.

“Mom!” Jenn said again.

I said, “This is so sweet, thank you. Are you sure you want to give this to me?”

“Of course, I have more,” Nancy replied and plopped down in an arm chair.

“She buys them in bulk and has our priest bless them,” Jenn said with a little eye roll.

“It’s our best protection,” her mom said pointedly, then, “Now, what were you girls gossiping about?”

“Liz is collecting ghost stories,” Jenn says, with what I notice is a little gleam in her eye.

“Ghost stories?” Nancy asks, well, sort of demands.

“She was interested in our experience. She’s a writer,” Jenn replies, munching on a cracker.

Nancy said. “You really shouldn’t go looking for the darkness, dear. It’s best to leave it be, nothing good ever comes from talking about it.”

“Not talking about it is what lead to the problem,” Jenn says with forced cheer.

Nancy opens her mouth to reply and the light flickers above us. No, it doesn’t just flicker, it’s like the light grows brighter for a moment and then dims down and comes back to normal.

All three of us stare at the light fixture for a moment.

I want to get the hell out of there. [At this point on my digital recorder, there is electrical interference. A fuzzy white noise comes through as we are all silent].

Nancy is the first to speak. “It’s getting awfully late for a school night, where are the kids?”

Jenn takes a moment to answer her mother, “Mike brought them to The Local for dinner, I’m sure they stopped for ice cream afterwards.”

I grab my recorder off the table and say, “You know, speaking of kids, my oldest has taken to waking up at four in the morning, so I should probably call it a night.”

We all stand up and head to the door, Jenn tells me how nice it was to meet me and chat and I thank her for sharing her story and say we should grab dinner with Lyssa soon. Nancy trails behind us, her arms crossed over her chest.

Jenn disengages the alarm and unlocks the deadbolts and I cross the threshold.

Once on the porch, I turn back and thank Nancy for the St. Benedict medal. I realized that I had been clutching it in my hand.

“Wear it around your neck, dear,” she says.

I agree to and look toward Jenn to say goodbye. The look on her face stops me, just for a moment she looks almost disgusted. Angry. No, rageful. Then, it is gone and she is smiling at me.

I walk toward my car and hear the locks clicking away behind me. The beep beep beep of the alarm promising safety.

I started my car, hoping that I could make it home without wetting my pants, and wondering whether Jenn’s security system was meant to keep others out, or to hold something in.

** Text found in [brackets] was not audible by the author during the interview. It was heard upon playback and audio transcription.

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“I Don’t Believe Sellers Have to Disclose Previous Satanic Worship on the Property, but a Head’s Up Would Have Been Nice”

I’m a children’s reference librarian at the Wellesley Free Library. It is an absolute dream. I help little ones find truck stories and Lego books and even get to fill in for story time if one of the full-time librarians is out sick. I typically work in the library’s main branch (across from Town Hall), though I occasionally have the good fortune to fill in for a storytime at the Stone Branch on Washington Street (the one across from the Congregational Church – you know, the church that sells pumpkins every October).

If you haven’t been (shame on you), the library is housed in a small, one room, stone building. Coffee is allowed! And there are some great antique tables and chairs for reading. Seriously, check it out if you haven’t had the chance. It is the best. And whenever I am there I feel like I am the heroine in a mystery about a librarian who solves a who-done-it. Go after dark and it feels like the ghost librarian from Ghostbusters might shush you at any moment.

Anyway, I was filling in for a toddler storytime last April. As I handed out the little egg shakers for our last song I noticed a woman at the back of the group. She seemed to be there by herself, no child in sight. I smiled and offered her a shaker, and she declined. I figured she was probably a librarian from another town just checking out the competition, as was often the case.

I wrapped up story time, helped the kids find more books about farms (and superheros and frogs and pirates and princesses) and then began gathering my belongings. My schedule had me due back at the main branch of the library in fifteen minutes.

I was bending over to pick up the container of egg shakers when a voice directly behind me quietly said, “Are you Liz?”

I popped up, startled, and turned around to see the child-free woman standing there. Standing right there. Like, a little too close. “Yes, hi,” I replied, attempting to back away and bumping into the library’s fireplace.

“I’m Laura Arnold, your story time was so sweet,” she said, holding out her hand.

I shifted the egg shaker box and held mine out in return. We shook. My hand engulfed hers. She was a teeny tiny little bit of a thing. Hair. Makeup. Skin. Outfit. Perfection.

What is with the women in this town? I thought.

She had the cutest haircut I’d ever seen outside of a television. Her jet black hair was cut into a Vidal Sassoon-like bob. Her olive skin was all flawlessness and glow. I think she was only wearing mascara and blush. Probably in her late twenties or early thirties at the latest, she was wearing a wrap dress covered by a jean jacket. And, if you must know, I hovered over her in ill-fitting navy blue capris, a wrinkled white button down shirt, old red flats and, actually, a pretty cool chunky necklace, if I may say so myself.

“Thanks, I replied to her comment about the story time. “Are you visiting from another library?”

“No, no, I used to be in finance, but I stay at home now, I -” she paused, leaning a little closer, backing me into the fireplace mantle. “They told me that you would be here at the main library. So I came over to find you. I saw your note on the community board and a friend knew that you worked at the library. We just don’t know who else will believe us.”

“Oh!” I said, realization dawning. “You have a ghost story, great!”

“Sort of, I mean, something is haunting us. Do you have time to talk?”

“Oh!” I said again. “Excellent! Well, I don’t have time right now, I’m due back to cover the children’s desk, and I can’t really talk when I am at work. But I am happy to arrange to meet you.”

“When do you get off work?” She asked.

“Um,” I began, feeling the woman’s anxiety rolling off her and really really wanting to regain a little bit of personal space. “Well, my shift ends at one o’clock and I don’t have to pick the girls up from the daycare until three, so I guess I could -”

“Perfect. Can you meet me back here?” She asked.

“Sure,” I said, side stepping away from her. “I’ll look forward to hearing your story.”

“I don’t know if you should,” she replied.

I had been planning on going to Whole Foods after work, but it could wait. The girls would have to be fine with cereal for dinner. I was tired and pregnant and not in the mood anyway. I met Laura back at the library after swinging over to Starbucks for a latte (just to reiterate: the library allows drinks – just like Barnes and Nobles, only the books are FREE).

I parked and walked into the library and saw at once that Laura was there with a very large man. She stood up immediately when she saw me. They were ensconced at a circular table in the New Fiction section (the coolest thing about this small library – and any library, really – is that if they don’t have something in at the branch, they can order it for you and it will just take a couple of days to get there. You can even order a book or movie online. Like Amazon, only, FREE).

“Hi, hi,” I said, smiling at them. I pulled out a chair, reached for the digital recorder in my bag and placed it on the table. Then I held a hand out to shake with the giant sitting next to Laura. “I’m Liz,” I said.

“This is my husband, Michael,” Laura said. To her tiny, petite, flawless, he was all hulking, large and disheveled. His navy blue suit was sort of shapeless. His shoes (yes, I glanced under the table) were dull. His dirty blond hair, cut too close, and thinning on top.

“Hello,” he said in a soft voice, and shook my hand. “Thank you for agreeing to meet with us.”

“Sure,” I said, “Do you mind if I record our conversation? My mind is like a sieve these days.”

“No problem at all,” Laura replied. Michael just shook his head.

I turned the recorder on and said, “So, what’s your story?”

The tiny woman and the big man exchanged a look.Through the sort of telekinesis of couples they decided that she would be the spokeswoman.

“Are you Christian?” Laura asked.

“Well, I was raised Catholic, but we go to the Congregational Church across the street because they have a daycare during Mass, I mean, what do they call it? The service! And they were so easy-going about baptizing the girls, so – “ I fumbled.

“Good. Then you’ll understand,” she said. Her husband nodded his large head.

“Sure,” I agreed dumbly.

“We believe our daughter is possessed,” Laura stated.

“Good Lord.”

“We know it started in the house and we know it had something to do with the previous owner’s son.” She continued.

“He was into drugs – not like pot and coke. Serious stuff,” Michael chimed in.

Cocaine has always registered on my scale as a “serious drug,” but, to each his own. I asked, “Why don’t you start somewhere towards the beginning, how long have you lived in your house? And how old is your daughter”

“Lilith is fifteen, we’ve only lived in our home for a little over a year. We transferred from Chicago.” Laura replied.

“You have a fifteen year old daughter? Did you guys get married when you were, like, thirteen?” I said before I could stop myself.

The couple exchanged a glance and actually smiled, “She’s our oldest. We have four children, Lilith, Jake who is twelve, and then twins, Carrie and Rosemary. The little girls will be ten next month,” Laura replied.

This tiny, postage stamp of a perfectly pulled together woman, had four children. Four. And she was wearing makeup and an outfit that matched. I bet she had even showered that morning. Good for her. I mean, she had just told me that her daughter was demon possessed, but still.

“Well, you look like spring chickens,” I said. “You haven’t been in your home long, why do you think you’re daughter’s, um, issue, has to do with the house?”

“I knew before I even stepped foot in that house that something was wrong with it,” Laura said.

Michael, quite the accomplished head nodder and shaker, shook his head and said, “Don’t start with that, you didn’t know there was anything wrong until -”

Laura cut him off, “I did. I knew when the realtor emailed us the photos. But you wanted to see it. You thought it was such a ‘deal.’ I never liked having the railroad tracks behind it. And it’s on such a busy road.”

“It’s close to the middle school, you were thrilled that the kids could walk there.”

“But I didn’t want them drowning in the brook behind the house,” she countered.

“The only time that you can tell it is a stream is after we have a storm.”

“I’m just saying that I knew that house had a problem,” Laura said. She looked at me pointedly, as though I could back her up.

Their poor real estate agent, I thought.

“So you ended up transferring from Chicago and moving into this house. After you moved in, what concerned you?” I asked.

“The house needed updating. Some of it we could do on our own, painting and taking down wallpaper, ripping up old rugs. But updating the kitchen and baths and taking out a couple of walls needed a professional. So we hired a contractor and he started work before we moved in. He called one day, we were still living in Chicago at the time, to say that the project would be delayed. There had been a fire,” Laura said.

“In the mudroom,” Michael interjected.

“Weird place for a fire,” I said.

“We thought so too, and so did the contractor. He didn’t have an explanation. Just that they had left the site the evening before and when they came back, a fire had destroyed the mudroom. Burned a hole clean through the floor down through to the basement and blackened the walls. We went back and forth about it, but eventually agreed to have our insurance cover it. He swore no one on his crew would dare smoke inside one of their sites. Denied having left any power tools plugged in,” Laura explained.

“Weird,” I said. “None of the neighbors noticed the fire? No one called the fire department?”

“No, it just burned in that room and somehow put itself out,” she replied. “That wasn’t the only strange thing that happened when they were there. One of the workers fell off a ladder and broke his arm, another one managed to get into a car accident right in front of the house. But the strangest thing, which we didn’t really get all the details on, was that one of the guys got locked in that little space between the bulkhead and the storm door that closes those stairs off from the basement,” said Laura.

“Yeah, apparently he was there for something like two hours before the other guys found him. Said he’d been yelling for them and banging on the bulkhead but no one on the crew had heard him,” Michael explained.

“Yikes,” I said, shuddering.

“Things were ok when we first moved into the house,” Laura went on. “It’s much smaller than our place in Chicago, so everyone was getting used to less space. There is a bedroom in the basement, and we let Lilith take it. The move was hardest on her.

“We started to settle in, I had most of our things unpacked in the first week. The twins share a room on the second floor, Jack has his own room up there and we are in the master. I wanted to fix Lilith’s room up first. This one day I intended to take down the flowery wallpaper in her room before she got home from school. I was beginning to use the scouring tool on the walls so the remover solution could work when I heard a loud knock, a banging, really, at the door upstairs. I put down the tool on the floor, next to the spray bottle of solution and ran up the basement steps. It took me, I don’t know, thirty seconds to get up there. I looked through the window then opened the door and no one was there. I even walked to the back door, thinking maybe a neighbor was in the backyard. No one. It was unnerving, but I made sure both doors were locked and then went back down to the basement. When I walked into Lilith’s room, my scourer and spray bottle were gone. I couldn’t find them anywhere. I checked under her bed, retraced my steps, everything. It was maddening. I ended up having to go back to the hardware store.”

“Weird,” I said. “If you don’t mind me asking, how is your basement set up?”

“Sure,” Michael replied, “About three quarters of the space is finished. The stairs are in the center, to one side of the basement is an open, carpeted area where we have a few chairs, a couch and a television, to the other side, Lilith’s bedroom is set next to a storage and utility room. The laundry is in there as well.”

“Thanks, I get it,” I said. “Ok, so you had some things go missing, then what?”

“Well, a couple of nights later, Lilith woke me up around two o’clock. She insisted that I had called her name from the top of the basement stairs. I hadn’t. I had been sound asleep. I checked on the little kids and everyone was out cold. Michael didn’t even wake up. I convinced her that it must have been a dream and walked her back down to her room.

“The next night, the same thing happened. This time when she came upstairs she was angry. ‘Mom, you were sleepwalking again! You woke me up!’ Only this time she said she heard me in the utility room ‘monkeying around’ with the washer and dryer. Again, I had been sound asleep, in bed. I wondered if she was having stressful dreams, a sort of response to the move. I asked her if she would feel better sleeping in our room, so I got her set up with a sleeping bag on the floor. I assumed she was just hearing the house settling or pipes banging.”

“This is just me playing devil’s advocate – sorry, bad choice of words – but you said your daughter’s bedroom is right next to the utility room in the basement, with the electrical box and everything, did you ever have the house tested -”

“For high levels of electromagnetic fields?” Michael cut in. “A friend of ours in Chicago thought of the same thing, he is a home inspector so he told us that high levels could lead to feelings of paranoia, or feeling like you’re being watched – even hallucinations. So I was all game for that. I mean, quick answer, right? We had an electrician come in to test. No luck, the entire house fell into the normal range.”

“Shit,” I said, sitting back in my seat. “I was hoping that might solve everything.”

“Me too,” Michael affirmed.

“More strange things began to happen, quickly,” Laura rushed in, proving her point. “I hung a few photos on the wall in the living room. When I walked by them that night they had been turned upside down. Perfectly. Of course, I figured it was the twins, or their brother, but they all denied it. And along with all of this, Lilith became really negative, grumpy, snapping at her siblings. I chalked it up to our move, but she just wasn’t herself.

“Then one day, I came into the living room and Lilith was standing over her brother who was crouched on the floor beneath her. She had her back to me, but Jack looked terrified, like he was about to start crying. ‘What is going on here,’ I demanded. Lilith quickly turned to look at me and I mean it when I tell you that her irises had gone black. Black. It was just for a moment, a split second that I saw it. But I know what I saw.” Laura crossed her arms in front of her and sat back in her chair. I had the sense that perhaps Michael hadn’t completely supported her in her complaints about the house.

“Wow. Did you see anything odd happen in the house?” I asked him, wondering if perhaps his wife had worked herself up with guilt over moving their daughter during high school and then had looked for something to blame for her daughter’s behavior other than herself.

“Not at first, Michael replied, “I sleep like the dead, so whenever Lilith came upstairs in the middle of the night I never heard any of it. Laura told me about the things that happened during the day and I believed her. But we were all under a lot of stress from the move. But, then there was this Saturday. Laura took the younger kids to the movies. It was a gray out, rain expected, so we couldn’t have them ride bikes or anything. Lilith refused to go, so I just agreed to stay home with her. She holed up in the basement, as usual, and I sat on the couch to watch the Notre Dame game.

“I started to hear whispering, a whispered conversation. I turned the volume down on the television. The door to the basement had been left open a crack, and I walked over, stood at the top of the stairs and listened. I thought maybe Lilith had a friend over. I was relieved, actually, that maybe she had snuck someone, even a boy for Christ’s sake, into the basement. I thought for a moment, at least she’s connected with someone here.

“Look, I heard two distinct voices whispering. I gave it a minute then quietly walked down the steps, sure I would be glad that she’s making connections, but not connections with a horny fifteen year old boy. I was even thinking that we would probably need to move her room upstairs so she couldn’t sneak friends in at night.

“As I approached her door I heard someone whisper ‘shh, he’s coming.’ Here we go, I thought, then knocked on the door and pushed it open.

“Liz, my daughter was sitting at her desk with her back to the door. There was no one else in the room. No one. I searched. I asked her, ‘who were you speaking to?’ She kept saying, ‘No one, daddy. No one is here.’ I didn’t know what to think, but it made me lend a little more credence to what Laura had been telling me.”

“When I got home, they were both upstairs watching the game,” Laura said, putting her hand on her husband’s back.

“I made her come upstairs. I was, I don’t know, frightened. For her, for everyone. I mean, who the hell had she been talking to?” Michael demanded.

Laura rubbed his back. “It was about a month later that I finally had the time to tackle the wallpaper in her room again. I was sorry that I did. Beneath it I found a pentagram and several inverted crosses painted on the walls. Not what you might picture, like all dripping paint, sloppily done. No, someone had taken time to artfully paint these symbols on the wall. They were intricate. Almost pretty in a terrible way.”

“No,” I said, chilled.

“I took pictures of them and texted them to Michael. We decided that the first thing to do would be to talk to the neighbors.”

“Wait, who did you buy the house from?” I asked.

“An older couple who were retiring to Florida, we never had any interaction with them. Our realtor and the lawyers handled everything.” Michael replied.

“Do you know anything else about them?” I asked.

“That’s where the neighbors come in,” Laura said. “We hadn’t really met anyone yet. We live on a busy road, but still, I would have thought someone might stop by to welcome us. I made brownies and watched for a car to pull into the driveway next door, then went over and introduced myself to the neighbor. She was sort of standoffish, you know? But I assumed she was just a typical Yankee and that I could kill her with kindness. I got her to invite me in for tea and eventually started asking her about the previous owners of our house. She got a little shifty when I brought up the subject, so I just said, ‘you know, we’ve had some issues and I just wonder if they ever mentioned any trouble with the house.’”

“‘I probably shouldn’t be gossiping about this,’ the woman told me, ‘But, you know that they had a son who died as a teenager. He hung himself. In your basement.’”

“Uh uh,” I said, shaking my head.

“Yes. And the kid had a reputation for wearing all black and being a loner and apparently there had been some kerfuffle over a neighborhood cat,” Laura said angrily. “No one said a word about it when we were buying the house. His parents were able to put the house on the market without disclosing the death because it happened seven years earlier. I looked it up. In Massachusetts you only have to disclose any deaths that have occurred on the property within the previous three years. And, please. Black clothes, a neighborhood cat, the Goddamn pentagram. I mean, I don’t believe sellers have to disclose previous satanic worship on the property, but a head’s up would have been nice.” She slapped her free hand on the table.

“I am so sorry, that is just,” I stammered, “I don’t know, it is horrifying. What are you going to do?” I asked, really wanting to ask how she found out when the boy had died in the house, because I wanted to go home and immediately google our address to be sure there hadn’t been some fucking Satanist doodling on our basement walls.

“What haven’t we done?” Michael said, running his gargantuan hand through his short, thinning hair. “The past six months have been a revolving door of paranormal investigators, home inspectors, ministers. We have an application in at St. Paul’s for an exorcism, but until they can document Lilith’s behavior, we have to wait to formally submit our request.”

I didn’t know what to say. I could feel their desperation, and exhaustion. I believed them, but I really didn’t want to.

“Did you have the house blessed?” I asked, dumbly.

“Of course we did, but that fucking, hippie minister -” Michael spat.

“Michael,” Laura demanded, “He did the best he could. Lilith was, well, upset that we had him come, and she gave him a hard time.”

“A doctor? Or psychiatrist?” I asked, feeling like a total jerk, but, you know, it was a child we were talking about.

“Two pediatricians. Three psychiatrists, and a reiki healer.” Laura replied.

“Again, I am so so sorry,” I began, then noticed through the windows behind the couple that the day had darkened and a downpour was pummeling the windows behind them. I had been so wrapped up in their story that I had completely forgotten to watch the time.

I looked at the clock on the recorder, “Oh no!” I said. I was due to pick the girls up from daycare in two minutes. “I am so so sorry, but I have to go get my girls. I wasn’t watching the time.” The couple stared at me. “I am really sorry for being so abrupt, I should have been paying closer attention. Thank you for telling me your story, it was -” I paused, trying to think of the right word, then went with, “Chilling.”

“It’s not just a story, we need help,” Laura said. “Since you are a ghost hunter we thought that maybe you might have connections. I saw on television that some of the ghost hunting teams have their own demonologists that they call in for certain investigations.”

“No, I am just -” I began.

“We had an investigation team come in, but they just made things worse. They were inexperienced, and I think they may have invited more activity in by interacting with whatever is in our home. None of us are sleeping. I -”

“Laura, wait, I am a writer. I’m not -”

“I convinced Michael to meet with you. After the last group, the voices are so much worse. But I convinced him because your post in the library was so, local. So, simple.”

“There’s been a misunderstanding. I am not a ghost hunter, I am just looking to document area ghost stories.” I said, firmly.

“She’s not going to fucking help us,” Michael said. “No one can.” He pushed his chair away from the table and stood. I wondered how the antique chair had supported his immense body. “Laura, I’m going back to work, I’ll see you tonight.” Then he walked slash stomped to the door and disappeared out into the storm.

“Laura, I -”

“No,” she held up her hand to stop me, then gathered her bag from the floor onto her lap, white knuckling it’s straps. “It’s not your fault. I just thought you were someone else.”

“I’m a writer, I like ghost stories,” I began, then stopped myself and apologized again. “Laura, I am sorry. I have daughters and I can’t even imagine.”

“No, you can’t,” she said. “And I hope you never have to. Thank you, Liz.”

We shook hands and I watched her walk out of the library.

I really needed to change the flier I had posted. First Pam thinking that I was going to take her haunted seashell tchotchke and now this?

As I rushed into the girls daycare center, soaked to the bone and trying to avoid puddles, I wondered how many more of these stories existed in this town.