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Interview – Lou Yardley

How long have you been writing for?

On and off for as long as I could read and write, but in 2016 I decided to make a proper go of it. I’d taken part in NaNoWriMo a couple of times in the years before that (with varying levels success), but I hadn’t written anything that I thought I’d could share with someone else. By the time 2016 rolled around, I’d completed a 4 year degree and found myself in desperate need of a project. The novel I began writing in that year’s NaNoWriMo became that project. Wow, that wasn’t a straightforward answer, was it?

What is it about horror that made you think ‘This is the genre for me’?

I’ve always been drawn to the darker things in life. I don’t think I’m evil or anything like that, but when I first watched Star Wars, I rooted for Darth Vader and when I watched He-Man, I wanted Skeletor to win. The baddies just always seemed so much more interesting than the good guys. It’s like the goodies were bound by a set of rules, while the baddies were free to do as they pleased. There’s a song by Greensky Bluegrass called “Burn Them” that goes “What a relief from the pressure to just be hated / And learn that being bad ain’t nothing but a pleasure”. There’s something in that idea that’s rather appealing.

Anyway, when I discovered horror (largely through this dude called Stephen King…. I wonder if anyone’s ever heard of him?), I was able to really embrace this darkness. BUT, rather than rooting for the baddies, I discovered characters. King’s characters are rarely completely good or completely bad (I mean, Pennywise is just a being that has to feed, right? Everybody’s gotta eat…), they just make decisions that can be perceived as being good or bad. Horror, for me, is not about the body count or the blood, guts and gore (although I do like those things to feature heavily in the stories I read and write), it’s about human beings. It’s about being human. It’s about how fear can either drive us to being extremely heroic or can see us running to the hills. Whenever I read a horror story or watch a movie, I ask myself what I would do in that situation. Sometimes I’d do what the character is doing, others I wouldn’t. I’d love to say that I’d always fight against the big baddie, but, more often than not, I’d probably just end up hiding in a cupboard or something.

Any tips for combatting writer’s block?

HIT IT WITH A SPOON!

I have two ways of combating writer’s block: Stop writing or keep writing. That seems like the least helpful answer in the world, but trust me.

If I’m really stuck and I have other things I can do, I’ll stop writing. I’ll go for a walk, or read a book or talk to my cats about their plans for world domination. Then, the next day, I’ll go back to it and find that the words are miraculously there. It’s some kind of witchcraft… I don’t know how it works… maybe I sold my soul to Skeletor when I was a child…

The second option is to just power through it and keep writing no matter what. Even if it’s complete gibberish about how much a character likes spaghetti (maybe it reminds them of our lord and saviour Cthulu? Mmm… tentacles… )…. it usually serves to wake up the creative muscles again. Fair enough, you do have to delete a load of words afterwards, but it does work.

Any rituals you have before starting a new story?

This is disappointingly boring, but… No. Sorry!

How do you handle character creation? I find using Dungeons and Dragons character sheets helpful but it’s fun to see the many ways other people go about this.

I’m not sure if this makes sense, but my characters already tend to be pretty full in my head before I start writing. Sure, I find out things about them along the way, but I usually have a good idea of what they look like and how they act straightaway. Most of the time this is the bit that’s clearest in my head… I’m one of those people who tends to make it up as they go along when it comes to plot (I know how I want it to end, I just haven’t planned out the journey yet), so my stories are character and situation driven. I often find that new characters crop up along the way and, when that happens, I’ll start with a name and the character will develop around that.

Any projects coming up (or currently out) you’d like to share with us?

I do!

I have a series called “The Others” that currently has two novels in it (“The Other’s Voice” and “The Others: A Bleak Reflection”). A third and final installment will be along within the next year or so. I also have a novella called “Jingle Bells” and a short story called “Lydia”. Oh, and there’s a piece of flash fiction called “Wasted Time” that’s lurking out there on the internet somewhere.

But, the project I’m most excited about is called “Hellhound”. I’m in the editing phase of it at the moment and I’m hoping to publish it later this year. I’ve had a great time writing it, so I hope it’s as much fun to read as it was to write.

How can we support your work?

My stories are available digitally from loads of places, including Kindle, Kobo, iBooks, etc. Just go to your favourite store and search for “Lou Yardley”. If I’m not there, let me know! Print books are currently only available from Amazon, louyardley.com and CreateSpace. I’m planning to try a different distribution method with “Hellhound” as it would be wonderful to see it in some bricks and mortar stores.

If you don’t want to buy a book yet (or if you have them already – if so, thank you!) then it would be great if you could follow me on Twitter (I’m @LouciferSpeaks) or give me a ‘like’ on Facebook – http://facebook.com/louyardley. Shares and retweets are always appreciated. Plus, reviews on Goodreads, Amazon and other eBook retailers are fab!

Any advice to people just starting out in their writing careers?

 

I’m still starting out myself, so I’m by no means an expert. But, I would say this:

 

  1. Give it a go, you’ll probably surprise yourself.
  2. Be active on social media, but not TOO active. You need time to write!
  3. Don’t be afraid to ask for help. Pretty much every author I’ve communicated with online has been amazing.
  4. If people do help you, remember to thank them.
  5. Be excellent to each other.

 

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Is Anyone There – A Poem by M.C. Adams

I can’t hear anything I can’t hear anyone The silence is not only deadly but deafening I’m screaming for help But no- no one is listening I’m afraid of the blackness Not darkness because that’s just the start of the black First the chill that runs down the spine is clinging to my back like a demon in the night trying to attach its spirit to mine; A shadow always creeping behind every step I take. I fall. Can someone answer the call, the ringing in my ears is too much to bear. I wanna run but I’m scared. My feet are stuck like roots steady trying to uplift the soil sinking around me like quicksand pulling me further and further in. The feeling of loneliness and longing linger in the air like frozen droplets of precipitation surrounding my dispair like looming clouds hanging in the sky which is where I usually turn mine eyes but they are blinded by the nothingness that consumes my every heartbeat. Thumping like a drum my fear quickly becomes this beast that is awaiting to be released. Feeling the red rage take over the monster shows its face but as I look closer its just the reflection of the beast and it is me. My enemy is my friend and my friend is my foe. Woe, is me and the reflection is cast upon a wide lake that I feel is my soul and my inner dark place. The lake begins to rise and the wave hits me in my blindside; blind sided by the crash the climax hits and its choking me now. My airflow is cut off as I gasp for oxygen feeling my heartbeat grow thin but at the same time its racing like a stallion doing the triple crown competition. I gasp once then twice then start to feel my eyes roll back into my head suddenly I’m alone in my room on my bed. The sweat rolls down my back and the chill from the fan creates a whirl wind. Tumbling down the walls to instill within me that I am yet again alone and that triggers me; I hang my head and ask the question once agai why do I have to go through the anxiety that is high? My heartbeat is still thumping and I know its temporary but the pain that lives inside me brings a tear to my eye that I usually hide, but as it slips down my face I wish for a different life, knowing even if it was so it would somehow bite me in the ass, so I take a deep breath and prepare to face the day and try to not show this ugly demon that lives inside of me.

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Interview – Jennifer McCarthy

How did you get the idea for Final Girl Designs?

I have always loved horror. The concept of the final girl has always resonated with me. I recently wrote a blog about it which you can find here https://finalgirldesigns.wordpress.com/.

I have been making jewellery for over 20years. My love for horror was reignited when I started going to the Rock and Shock convention in Worcester, MA. Things kind of clicked into place for me and it just  made sense to bring my two passions together.

Do you have a favourite piece that you’ve made?

I don’t have a specific favorite piece. But, I love to incorporate vintage materials into my work. My favorite thing to do is breathe new life into old broken and neglected jewellery.

I love the aesthetic behind your pieces, how do you go about crafting your designs?

Thank you! My work is assemblage, I find cool things and put them together to make other cool things. I source my materials from around the world and make my designs based on what I find. A lot of what is on the site now has a weaponry theme.That was the first place my mind went when thinking of a final girl jewellery concept.But, spooky things in general make me happy so I make what speaks to me. The important thing to me is that I make original things. You can get Jason mask stuff anywhere. My designs have a distinct style that you will not find just anywhere.

How can we support your work?

Please visit my website and my blog

How long does it take to make each piece?

The actual assemblage doesn’t really take that long. But, if I have a design in mind and I need a specific element for it I will search high and low until I find exactly what I want. That can take hours and hours. I have a specific bracelet design right now that needs a certain finishing touch that I have been searching for for months.

Any special products coming out in the next little while our readers should be aware of?

I am working on putting together some cameo necklaces that will be out after my Halloween collection comes down.

I also wanted to mention that the Movie Crypt podcast with Adam Green and Joe Lynch has played a huge role in my current creative path. Hearing the struggles and successes of other artists has been very motivating. I recently had the opportunity to donate to their Save a Yorkie charity podcast they did in December. They held a silent auction. It was an honor just to see my jewellery on the auction site with Hatchet props and all the other cool movie memorabilia and other stuff. Adam and Joe were gracious enough to give me a special thank you in episode 241 where they interview MJ Bassett. To be able to connect with artists you respect and look up to and have them appreciate your work is the most amazing feeling in the world.

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How I found Horror….for women in horror month

A short introduction of how I found Horror

I was 8 years old, it was a sunny afternoon. I was walking home from school with some friends when my Mum and Dad shouted me over from their car, they were going to visit my Grandma and they had missed me walking out of the school. I started to cross the busy road, when I misheard my friends’ older sister say, “go now”. I started to cross and was inadvertently hit by a car, I bounced across the bonnet and into the windscreen, hitting the road with a bang. My school satchel went one way and one of my shoes went another. The road was silent, my little brother was screaming in the back of the car and my Mum and Dad looked on in obvious horror, I stood up off the floor and limped over to my Mum and Dad in shock. My poor friend at the other side of the road had thought I was dead! The lady driver was screaming, and my Mum had to calm her down!! I got into the car and then decided I couldn’t move my legs, my Dad drove us to the hospital where I was checked over, they said I was lucky and didn’t have anything other than a huge bruise across my hips and legs, and arms where my tiny 8 year old body had impacted with the car and then the road.

That night every time I closed my eyes I saw a car driving towards me and I would sit up panicking. It was around the late 80s when this happened, so I don’t really think they treated PTSD very well back then! I went downstairs to be comforted by my parents, I sat on my Dads knee and cried. I know you are thinking “what has this got to do with Horror?” but this day was the first time I was introduced to Freddy Krueger.

A NIGHTMARE ON ELM STREET, Robert Englund, 1984, (c) New Line/courtesy Everett Collection

 

Let me explain! My parents had friends round, and they happened to be watching Nightmare on Elm Street on video, because I had appeared in the room so upset, the film was still playing. I remember as I was sat cuddled up on my Dads knee, calming down and wiping my tears away, I sneakily began watching it, and I wasn’t scared, I was intrigued. I think once my Dad realised I was starting to notice what was on TV he said ‘this film isn’t for your eyes Sarah’ and I responded with “its ok, I’m not scared I quite like it!” obviously the grown ups laughed, and I was taken back to bed

 

By age 10, along with my best friend Antony I was watching every horror film I could get my hands on, back in the day of video stores, we used to beg our parents to let us pick a scary film to watch, as long as they weren’t ‘rude’ they agreed (probably just to shut us up) and gradually we began to watch all the classics; Hellraiser, Poltergeist, more Nightmare on Elm Street, Amityville, Pet Semetary…to name but a few!!! Then one day, a man we referred to simply as ‘The Video Man’ who used to drive around with a van full of videos, park up and charge for rental, and come back the following week to swap around, appeared with a ‘banned’ film. It was called ‘Evil Dead’

My friends Grandma happened to be babysitting that night, so we set the video up, fizzing with excitement and apprehension about what we were about to watch, back in the late 80s – early 90s two kids wouldn’t have seen any trailers about films like this, and we certainly didn’t have google. So we literally were going in blindly, not even knowing what the film was about.

Antony’s grandma sat there obliviously knitting by lamplight whilst we got our pop and crisps out, and switched off the ‘big’ light, got cuddled up in front of the TV set and pressed play. It was amazing. It was the scariest most horrifying thing we had ever seen, several times we screamed and covered our eyes, and as things escalated I remember we submitted and shouted to Grandma to ‘turn it off turn it off!!’ she did and eyes wide we discussed how good it was but far too scary to watch the rest. I think I had nightmares that night. We would only completely watch the rest of Evil Dead when we were 16.

So Horror was my life now, whether it was sitting religiously every week, watching the latest horror-based TV programme, or reading the latest horror fiction, researching true ghost stories, or watching the latest Horror film as soon as it came out. Horror was my true love and it would never go away.

 

30 Years later I am still obsessed, a couple of years ago I suffered with my own mental health, and had to take time off work. I eventually went to see a counsellor, and one session covered how I should take time out for myself, and do something I love. I told her, felling a little embarrassed, that I loved nothing more than to watch a good horror (or a bad horror – I would still give it a try) I kind of expected her to say ‘oh no, that’s the last thing you want to do – you need to start meditating or going for a run’ but she didn’t, and to my surprise she responded with ‘Horror is a great outlet for you, if its something you love and enjoy then it cannot be doing you any harm, keep doing it’

So I did. I regularly get told by my Mum that I should watch something, fluffy and nice, something about love, or romance or a feel-good film. (please note I do love thrillers, comedies and other genres too) but I tell her, NOTHING beats a Horror film, nothing beats a scare or the goosebumps on your skin when you watch a film that scares the hell out of you.

It was other people who commented that I should review the Horror that I watch (because I watch so many) and share it on social media, which is how ‘Little Psycho’ was born. A way I could briefly give my opinion to whoever may be reading, about horror/thrillers that I got to see. I have always dreamt of writing and I have thought about many ideas for a good book over the years, covering a range of topics. However, as the saying goes….’write what you know’ and one thing I certainly know….is what scares me!! Maybe one day that horror novel/story will come to me and I will be able to share it with the world, maybe not. However nothing, and nobody will quell my passion for the genre. I am a proud woman of horror, and even when I am 100 I will still be loading up whatever device may exist, with the latest Horror film, popcorn in hand, scaring myself silly.

 

 

 

 

Sarah

@Illberightbackk

Little Psycho

 

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Interview – Jackie Sonnenberg returns

We’ve previously reviewed the first in your Yresrun Semyhr series. What have you been up to since then?

Getting ready for the second book! THE LAMB WAS SURE TO GO tells my version of Mary and her little lamb, and they’re not so nice… It’s in pre-publication now and should come out around summer.

I have also written short stories for Horror anthologies and having fun promoting them at conventions with original costumes! Once this next novel comes to life, I will be bringing Mary and her lamb to life too and I can’t wait!

 

I enjoyed the first book a lot and found the concept pulled off really well. How many different nursery rhymes did you go through before finding ones that would make perfect horror stories?

I sat down and wrote plot ideas for all the classics, all the best-known ones that stand out. Periodically I added some things and changed some things but just wanted to get an overall idea down for each story. Then, I took a few that I thought were the strongest and started writing. Once in a while I’ll go back and look at the other potentials and see if my thoughts go any further.

 

Are there any you’ve tried to adapt but ran into some problems? Are there any you just plan on not touching?

I have changed my mind on a few, because making someone a vampire versus a werewolf changes the story entirely. I STILL don’t know what direction to take a certain character in, but it will take some more notes and brainstorming to get the story I want that best re-tells the nursery rhyme in a way that is appreciated and still recognizable. I want to do most of the well-known ones before doing lesser-known ones.

 

How can our readers support your work?

Spread the word! I am looking to reach the readers that like the kind of stuff I write, and the stuff I write lurks in dark, deep corners that needs to come out into the open! Authors love it when you enjoy their work and then tell other people they think will enjoy it, too.  There is no better compliment that helping us reach more readers and give them a story they would enjoy. You never know what is out there! Reviews always help, too!

 

What is it about horror specifically that made you think ‘This is the genre for me’?

I am in the horror industry already as an actor, or as some call it, a “scareactor” so it came easily to me. It became clear that my worlds of acting and writing were meant to come together in the most fun ways possible. I love bringing my characters to life on paper…and in person!

 

What advice can you give to people going through writer’s block.?

Sometimes if nothing is coming to you, then nothing is coming to you. Don’t hate on yourself. Take a break! Watch a movie, play video games, be lazy. You never know when something will trigger a thought or idea later that will come in handy and make you turn on your computer again. Wait for those moments!

 

Anything fun you have coming out soon we should be on the lookout for?

In April my piece in the horror anthology CARNIVAL OF FEAR comes out! My story “Bottoni” is about a puppet who tried to fight off his abusive master but got left for dead. He is still alive, and he is going to get revenge. I have attached a picture of Bottoni…aka me in costume. Can you see it? Is the top part cut off or is it visible?

And of course, Watch for THE LAMB WAS SURE TO GO coming out soon: the story of Mary and her lamb as evil emissaries from Hell…

 

Follow Jackie at her personal website http://www.jackiesonnenberg.com for updates

Follow Jackie on Twitter here

Read our previous interview with Jackie here

Read our review of Jackie’s book My Soul to Keep here